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This is how cannabis ruined my life

 
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This is how cannabis ruined my life
"Bullshit, i love cannabis it hasn't done me any harm", if thats what your thinking stop, i'm not saying what happened to me happens to everyone, but i warn you of what could be not what is. It started off with alcohol my gateway drug,"Wow this is great, i'm confident i feel great","This is what drugs are like i love it", I met up with some old friends,"Try this","What","Cannabis","I don't know","Don't be a knob just try it". Peer pressure so suttle and yet so powerful."It's not working","You only smoked a little bit". That day was the beggining of the end of my life.

"Can you get some cannabis?","yeah man come out later that's £30 for an eighth","Ok"."Wow i'm fucked my body feels so heavy","bursts out laughing","told you it works","this is great". I always was brought up under the assumption that cannabis causes hallucinations, so as i was walking home that night i heard voices,"This must be the hallucinations",i didn't think anything of it.

So as you do i smoked more and more and more ounces and ounces. Guess who was paying for all the cannabis?, me!.Fate is cruel, i realised i was being used to buy cannabis, but it was too late.One day i was walking home and i thought i could hear people talking about me in their cars as they drive bye. From that point it just got worse, i thought my parents and friends were invisible aliens out to kill me i could hear them talking,"we will grab him by the balls and drag him across the floor", I was petrified. I tried to kill myself sniffing butane gas at my worst point,"The cameras are everywhere watching me",i cut a cross into my face at work because i believed the manager was a demon. I can't even begin to describe all the horrors i went through. I became withdrawn and abandoned all my friends even the goods ones.

So i went to seek help i went to a psychiatrist who put me on antipsychotic medication 5mg olanazapine, 60 mg of the antideppresent fluoxetine. I have to see 4 different mental health people week after week. My dose was raised to the maximum 20mg olanazapine. Oh that's right off one drug and onto another. Not only are these drugs physically addictive there side effects are terrible heres a quick list i have at home-
1.Weightgain
2.Sleepiness
3.Increased levels of prolactin in the blood
4.Changes in the levels of some blood cells and circulating fats
5.Increases in the levels of sugars in the blood and urine
6.Feeling more hungry
7.Dizziness
8.Restlessness
9.Tremor
10.Muscle stiffness or spasm
11.Problems with speech
12.Unusual movement
13.Constipation
14.Dry mouth
15.Rash
16.Loss of strength
17.Extreme tiredness
18.Water retention swelling of the hands, ankles or feet
19.Dizzy or faint
20.Sexual dysfunction
21.Slow heart rate
22.Make you sensitive to sunlight
23,Urinar inconsistence
24.Hair loss
25.Changes in breasts in males, such as abnormal growth
26.Allergic reaction
27.Diabetes
28.Lowering of normal body temperature.
29.Seizures
30.Fever
31.Spasms
32.Abnormal rhyyhmd of the heart
33.Sudden unexplained death
34.Blood clots
35.Severe stomach pain
36.Liver disease
37.Muscle disease
38.Prolonged and painfull erection

I tried coming of my medication, but suffered severe withdrawal, insomnia,delusions,paranoia,severe anxiety. I'm stuck with them for life. My life is over... please i beg you don't destroy your life too. This is your final warning.
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06/06/2011 06:43 AM
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Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
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06/06/2011 06:47 AM
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
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I'm not saying what happens to me happens to everyone, but is it worth the risk. Hell fucking no, never ever go through what i did
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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It's possible i was prone to schizophrenia, but weed made that vulnerability a reality.
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06/06/2011 06:49 AM
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Meditation & energy healing, OP. Get on it!
I throw idiots on the bbq...™

Best Idiot Idiom so far:
You are about as far from the truth as can be ! thats why you are a EvilBugger
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FUCKING DRUGGIES!
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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It's possible i was prone to schizophrenia, but weed made that vulnerability a reality.
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Yeah that's a known effect. If that's the case, cannabis is a big no-no
Had my share of depressions myself, some paranoia but not as bad as your story, thank god. Hope you get well
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But the navys total fleet cant storm in a local beach told to breach my home couldnt get me out the zone ive reached.
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Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1373152


I'm not saying what happens to me happens to everyone, but is it worth the risk. Hell fucking no, never ever go through what i did
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1416820


Seriously OP, I'm sorry you have had such a rough time with it but there are millions who haven't and you can't speak for everyone, it just pisses people off and rightly so.
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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It's possible i was prone to schizophrenia, but weed made that vulnerability a reality.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1416820


Yeah that's a known effect. If that's the case, cannabis is a big no-no
Had my share of depressions myself, some paranoia but not as bad as your story, thank god. Hope you get well
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Thankyou
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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It's possible i was prone to schizophrenia, but weed made that vulnerability a reality.
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That's like blaming a shooting on a firearm.
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06/06/2011 06:56 AM
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OP here. Sorry, did I say weed. I meant LSD.
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That aint the weed man, thats mental illness. I know 100's of smokers, me included an not one of them has ever had experiences like yours.

Also, you started drinking alcohol "then" you smoked weed. For me doing it that way is a step in the right direction, I used to drink, EVERYDAY!! after work, I'd go to work hungover 4/5 days, I was a tit, a drunken tit. When I started smoking weed, my spending went down a lot, I actually lost weight from all the excess ale I was carrying round, I'm healthier and more productive. Alcohol is a lot further up the destructive addiction/pastime ladder.

Sorry to hear about your problem, but shit happens, stay the fuck away from those anti-depressants, man they screw with people, I've seen it and if your down your down, its you that needs to get back up, you don't want chemicals you've never even heard off doin it for ya.
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Op is full of shit.
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"Bullshit, i love cannabis it hasn't done me any harm", if thats what your thinking stop, i'm not saying what happened to me happens to everyone, but i warn you of what could be not what is. It started off with alcohol my gateway drug,"Wow this is great, i'm confident i feel great","This is what drugs are like i love it", I met up with some old friends,"Try this","What","Cannabis","I don't know","Don't be a knob just try it". Peer pressure so suttle and yet so powerful."It's not working","You only smoked a little bit". That day was the beggining of the end of my life.

"Can you get some cannabis?","yeah man come out later that's £30 for an eighth","Ok"."Wow i'm fucked my body feels so heavy","bursts out laughing","told you it works","this is great". I always was brought up under the assumption that cannabis causes hallucinations, so as i was walking home that night i heard voices,"This must be the hallucinations",i didn't think anything of it.

So as you do i smoked more and more and more ounces and ounces. Guess who was paying for all the cannabis?, me!.Fate is cruel, i realised i was being used to buy cannabis, but it was too late.One day i was walking home and i thought i could hear people talking about me in their cars as they drive bye. From that point it just got worse, i thought my parents and friends were invisible aliens out to kill me i could hear them talking,"we will grab him by the balls and drag him across the floor", I was petrified. I tried to kill myself sniffing butane gas at my worst point,"The cameras are everywhere watching me",i cut a cross into my face at work because i believed the manager was a demon. I can't even begin to describe all the horrors i went through. I became withdrawn and abandoned all my friends even the goods ones.

So i went to seek help i went to a psychiatrist who put me on antipsychotic medication 5mg olanazapine, 60 mg of the antideppresent fluoxetine. I have to see 4 different mental health people week after week. My dose was raised to the maximum 20mg olanazapine. Oh that's right off one drug and onto another. Not only are these drugs physically addictive there side effects are terrible heres a quick list i have at home-
1.Weightgain
2.Sleepiness
3.Increased levels of prolactin in the blood
4.Changes in the levels of some blood cells and circulating fats
5.Increases in the levels of sugars in the blood and urine
6.Feeling more hungry
7.Dizziness
8.Restlessness
9.Tremor
10.Muscle stiffness or spasm
11.Problems with speech
12.Unusual movement
13.Constipation
14.Dry mouth
15.Rash
16.Loss of strength
17.Extreme tiredness
18.Water retention swelling of the hands, ankles or feet
19.Dizzy or faint
20.Sexual dysfunction
21.Slow heart rate
22.Make you sensitive to sunlight
23,Urinar inconsistence
24.Hair loss
25.Changes in breasts in males, such as abnormal growth
26.Allergic reaction
27.Diabetes
28.Lowering of normal body temperature.
29.Seizures
30.Fever
31.Spasms
32.Abnormal rhyyhmd of the heart
33.Sudden unexplained death
34.Blood clots
35.Severe stomach pain
36.Liver disease
37.Muscle disease
38.Prolonged and painfull erection

I tried coming of my medication, but suffered severe withdrawal, insomnia,delusions,paranoia,severe anxiety. I'm stuck with them for life. My life is over... please i beg you don't destroy your life too. This is your final warning.
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^This has nothing to do with cannabis. If true you were crazy long before you smoked weed.
We are all doomed.


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Re: This is how cannabis ruined my life
Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1373152


I'm not saying what happens to me happens to everyone, but is it worth the risk. Hell fucking no, never ever go through what i did
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1416820


Seriously OP, I'm sorry you have had such a rough time with it but there are millions who haven't and you can't speak for everyone, it just pisses people off and rightly so.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1373152


"I'm not saying it happens to everyone", did you read that part. It can happen and if i can stop one person ruining their life like i did mine then this warning is worth it.
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Sounds like you had some mental issues before you started smoking OP
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I agree. I have bad anxiety so I can't smoke unless I want that anxiety to skyrocket undesirably... But you should learn to listen to your body and not give into peer pressure so easily. I'm sure you know that by now, but maybe it'll be good advice for others. If i were you, I'd stick to the alcohol, be safe of course.
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Op is full of shit.
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clappa
We are all doomed.


A country isn't a rock. It's not an extension of one's self. It's what it stands for. It's what it stands for when standing for something is the most difficult. Before the people of the world... let it now be noted... that here in our decision, this is what we stand for: Justice... truth... and the value of a single human being.
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FUCKING DRUGGIES!
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WOW talk about biting the hand that feeds ya!!
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06/06/2011 06:59 AM
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OP here. Sorry, did I say weed. I meant LSD.
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IMO that's easier on everything than weed is, lol.
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Well , you only have your self to blame , so your warning is pointless. What are you trying to tell us , do not be a dick?

Sorry guy , but you got yourself in and now you have to live with your stupidity.
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Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1373152


I'm not saying what happens to me happens to everyone, but is it worth the risk. Hell fucking no, never ever go through what i did
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1416820


Moderation dude! Control yourself
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Yeah im sure you are far better off taking pharmaceutical medication every day.... Weed is not for people with mental health disorders
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Moderation
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Hardest lesson I've ever had to learn.
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i drank a glass of beer once and ended up invading korea
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Weird, I've known several people who might have a joint occasionally and they all lead productive, happy, normal lives.

Maybe not everyone is exactly like you? *SHOCK! GASP!*
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1373152


I'm not saying what happens to me happens to everyone, but is it worth the risk. Hell fucking no, never ever go through what i did
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1416820


Moderation dude! Control yourself
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You don't know how bad it is, that was moderation!

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