I was a 18yr old virgin when I got married, not an ex provider, I have yet to become an ex provider... I like what I do, see no reason to stop... as I said above, I was a faithful wife to a man who did not like affection, for twenty years. I remained married to him, even though he did not love me so that my children would have a Dad and Mom and as much of a normal "american dream" kind of life as possible. My children are grown ups now, they know what I do. They know that Mom would walk through fire to give them every thing they needed or wanted! My ex husband knows what I do as well... He still does not like sex but always told me I was good enough to get paid for it... he tells me that he kicks his self at least once a day for telling me that one!