It's a gamble. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.

Obviously some people love it and have been married a long time, etc...

They won.

But many of us made big mistakes on our choice of spouse. We lost.

Personally, I just don't have the energy and desire to put myself through that again. For me it's not worth it. Some people get out of the fire and jump right back in the frying pan again - but not me.

I just want peace now. That's all. A hot bath and a comfortable bed to rest in, good books to read and serenity for my soul.

Don't want anymore relationship drama. I'm through.