Yes please continue specially your comment about astral projection. Could you elaborate more indepht on why the astral is "deceptive" and its connection perhaps with the grid? The reason why i asked this is as follows:
To explore and gather information about our reality and the false/or corrupted matrix as well as information regarding the universe and its life and of course the prime creator.

The reason i hesitate is from a horrific experience i had when i was around 20 years old. Back then i smoked Cannabis it worked well for a time...Until one day a layed on my bed watching music clips. All of a sudden a a vision emerged out of nowhere it included a dark place no walls nor ceiling and it was foggy/misty. 2 objects attacked me (i can not tell what exactly it was nor the exact way it attacked me i'm not willing to plant a seed in the readers mind).

The ambulance came it was so bad i really could feel the intense pain physically until my friends call the ambulance. The following years i stopped smoking but had still flashbacks of this attack (maybe it was an psychic attack). I'm now over my fears of this event in my life for around 90%. But as i have researched the astral will manifest thought forms...I wondered if a "guardian" or "higher self" or a "benign spirit" all outside the control of the corrupted matrix could help me.

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As a last note what is the proper way of real freedom salvation from deception and reincarnation trap/scam and true spirituality?
Is the soul everlasting some sources say it can die due to insufficient energy hence the psychic vampires who do not want to die...I see a connection with the grid energy points but are huge crowds like sport events also a source of energy, this could be the reason why some major important religious "tempels" are build on energy points (grid to use in a corrupted way)

If its not to much to ask could you answer them please.
Thanks in advance