yeah cranky is a good word.
the past 7/8 years yep.
since i began waking up so to speak, learning about all the bad stuff going on...

i just dont see what there is to be happy about, other than im NOT in jail, a concentration camp YET, im not riddled w/cancer and diseases from the foods/water/chemtrails/vacs/flus/etc etc etc etc etc


there just is no happy to be found.
truth is NOT PRETTY.

i try to find things that make me feel good, petting my cat, playing with the dog, watching nature, gardening, etc.
i have to create my own happiness.
some days are easier than others....