It's not a transformation to a light being. It's transmutation to a positive being. You don't ascend to a higher plane. You take a step and you're there and yet still here. It's entirely your choice. You'll enjoy perfect health with an ability to heal yourself. Nothing is a secret or hidden for you can see into all around you and they can see all around too. I don't know about controllers in the upcoming wave of change. The one I experienced was in 1997 and the controllers showed up in black silent triangle craft and hit me with some type of energy that caused me to have a pin stroke close to the pituitary gland. And that ended that. I think that if I can have a second chance within that reality I could now defend myself better if needed. The guy in the videos posted here is correct and reality does materialize with our focused attention and curious need to know. I've decided I don't need to know anymore about the controllers.