get off the internet for a few months and save up some money so you can afford to get to some authentic help with a natural healer or herbalist. surely you have to pay for your ISP service?

seems to me if would be worth every penny to you at this point to seek professional help and to save every cent you don't absolutely radically need to LIVE in the interim until you have some money saved up to pay for same.

of all you have already spent on that huge list of crap you have tried were still in your pocket you would have a jump start on what you will need I imagine