I don't know where you are at. But really, all you have to do is ask. Not in the human definition though. You have to ask for knowledge and wisdom like a lawyer asks for a Lamborghini. And then you have to allow it. You have to create a space for it. A still, empty space of only the most undistorted truths you know. A space only you have the power to change. From that core you can then begin proper operation of your universe. At that point, what you need to know will be provided. You just have to be open.

Sweet Pea: "You can deny angels exist, Convince ourselves they can't be real. But they show up anyway, at strange places and at strange times. They can speak through any character we can imagine. They'll shout through demons if they have to. Daring us, challenging us to fight." - Sucker Punch

To fight only means to take back control of your body and mind. You do not fight against another. You fight for yourself. There's a subtle difference. I hope I explained it adequately.