How do we end up with siblings like that? We didn't have much growing up, but we didn't know any better. We had a good house, food on the table. Ok, I had to wear some of big bro's hand me downs for winter play, but so what! His old coat was WAY warmer than my little girl coat, so I could stay out longer. I just really don't understand how one kid could weazel into trying to take everthing, even before our parents are gone. I would so much rather play another duet with my gram just one more time. I would love to argue with my little bro about his lousy taste in women again. He had an uncanny knack of calling at supper time, he'd always forget about the time difference! How is it one kid out of three can be so damned greedy? We used to joke about it when we were kids, that he was worse than Scrooge, but wow!

Ok...I'll quit this line, I didn't mean to be such a downer. It's just been building for a week and it wanted out. Tomorrow is going to be another day...a VERY dusty, windy one if the weather guys are right, so...later I'll tell you about the heirloom seed companies I found a few days ago. One of them has a tea collection! AND peanut seeds. I don't want to be sad anymore and I sure as heck didn't mean to open other's wounds. Sorry just doesn't seem to be the right word, it's just the only one I've got.