Agreed, I've let go of vanity. Will own I was tied to it, the concept of external beauty. I covered my mirrors, eschewed my "makeup" and let my hair grow wild. I've felt closer to the source since then. External beauty means nothing... it's the internal that should be cultivated (in my view). I haven't had anyone running from me like I'm hideous, so it's all good, lol. I have noticed my waist long hair's beginning to make my family and friends uncomfortable, mostly women folk who seem... jealous or stifled though... asking me when I'll cut it. I won't. I feel it's as it should be.