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The Seven Stages of Life Alchemy By Apollo Illuminaughty

 
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Hi All, I was out of town for a few days, Just got back...hf

I have messages in my inbox to catch up to. Thanks for all your friendships !



The Seven Stages of Life Alchemy By Apollo Illuminaughty

They are:

Calcination

This is our first taste of trauma or challenges that shakes us to the core and moves us from our rooted routine order. This is known as the burning ground. or the earthquake to our known foundation. It can be a near death experience, a broken heart, losing a loved one, a illness, a upset ,disaster, or other loss of financial, emotional or physical nature. It could be being a victim of injustice , or even being the perpetrator of the injustice, We start to question life and ourselves. Our eyes begin to open.

Dissolution

We look back at our childhood and past and see if it was all worth it or if there was any place we fell short. We look at our upbringing and parents and we look at how we viewed society. We start to question our securities and insecurities we felt back then. This is the time where you may admit to yourself that you were immature, foolish, or that your parents were not perfect. Society and leaders that you may have looked up to before , now seem imperfect as well. Or if you were bitter or let down with your past from the get go, you may now be practicing forgiveness and feeling more at peace.

Separation

We begin to be tempted to take a different path then what we were accustomed to. You desire something new within. You start to wonder if there is a NEW YOU, or a NEW WORLD that is possible. and this is like a Fork in the Road, You fancy yourself having more choices and if taking different choices wouldve made you into a different person than where you are today. The pain and trials in the world start to affect you more deeply too. You want to become involved in something that can help change the world. You may become a outspoken champion for a reform if you never would have though of doing so previously. You start to look around at the needs of others you might not have noticed before. Compassion is a deeper feeling and concern. "Resolutions " and "possibilities" are the "IN" words of your life. You may want to change jobs, locations, or just learn something that can help change your world, your intellect and yourself. But the next step explains that you need additional assistance that just other people cant provide.

(For many on earth this may be the end of their life path. The final stages of Alchemy just happens to them at a physical level and less subtle soul level approaching their natural passing. Many have reached a mature humbleness, grace, wisdom and forgiveness with themselves and others. Even if they are spiritual, they are pleased with what they know and feel like they have lived a good enough life . Hope of Heaven , reincarnation or resurrection is sufficient)

Conjunction

You reach a spiritual need and thirst that can only be defined as obsessive or passionate. Others notice this change in you. You realize the assistance you are seeking is outside of "Us" realizing we are the BELOW and that there is the ABOVE, We finaly understand the concepts of something far more grand and higher than ourselves. and we go on this path to more spiritual understanding. We move closer to our concept of God and or Goddess. If you always believed in God you will approach new ways of experiencing thru a different religion, deeper occult layers or practices you havent tried before. We might just become more psychic, in tune, sensitive or mystical. We may look for more spiritual meaning in the natural world or the astrological world as well. In the Emerald Tablet it says, "That which is Below corresponds to that which is Above, and that which is Above corresponds to that which is Below, to accomplish the miracles of the One Thing." New Spiritual pursuits and path is indeed undertaken or felt which is often different than the creed or beliefs we were raised with, if any.

Fermentation or putrefaction

This is called the ground of "Trial and doubt". After the Spiritual High there is a spiritual low. We begin to panic and feel unworthy or inadequate, especially if undesirable traits in ourselves re-surface after our enlightenment. The feelings of new spiritual love cannot be kept up as we first felt. We see the left over shadows of ourselves we do not like, but we must admit it, embrace it, even if it gets us down. Jung speaks of embracing the shadow. We backtrack to try and understand where this darkness originated within our selves. We also have to be careful not to be judgemental or critical and harsh with others that might not have even experienced "part one" of our path and have little idea what we are going through. We feel grumpy overall. But once noticed and acknowledged in Grace and humbleness we can move forward

Distillation

We start seeing the solution ahead. The curtains part to see the Light shine and the person emerges with a shiny new confidence and vision. They have made the confessionals within them selves and have come up with the solution to overcome. The Material dross and attachments of negative traits in our personality is washed clean. Outmoded beliefs are let go. We accept that others are on different levels and that their own time will come. We are parted to take the Path of the Fool card (the path of tarot is the ouroboros. What some think is the beginning is actually the end, is actually the beginning. ) With just the clothes on our back, our knapsack with just a few belongings, off we go. This is our liberated pysche that looks at the world with new awareness. We realize our inner responsibility and true potentials. We feel at one with the world, while not being burdened by it. Our Light Qoutient is High

Coagulation

This is the FULFILLMENT of "Consummatum Est". The Person is balanced between Yin and Yang. Light and Dark. The Potentials of the Universe lays before the New Prince or Princess.. He has conquered his own dragon and both the brother and sister (right and left brained thinking. Intelligence with compassion, ) kill the beast. (lower man) They are reunited and a New Master is enthroned. Spirit and Soul has joined. They have ascended to the Divine that is God or God-hood. From Ashes rose the Phoenix. You have now earned the name of "Love " . You realize the pattern purpose, and plan of life and all of creation. You realize its form , structure and order has been with you all along. You are the Master of yourself and your domain. With the Universe you are "One".
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY



Thank you Apollo!!
This is excellent stuff~
Work the Waves!
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Distillation

We start seeing the solution ahead. The curtains part to see the Light shine and the person emerges with a shiny new confidence and vision. They have made the confessionals within them selves and have come up with the solution to overcome. The Material dross and attachments of negative traits in our personality is washed clean. Outmoded beliefs are let go. We accept that others are on different levels and that their own time will come. We are parted to take the Path of the Fool card (the path of tarot is the ouroboros. What some think is the beginning is actually the end, is actually the beginning. ) With just the clothes on our back, our knapsack with just a few belongings, off we go. This is our liberated pysche that looks at the world with new awareness. We realize our inner responsibility and true potentials. We feel at one with the world, while not being burdened by it. Our Light Qoutient is High


 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


Almost done with this
 Quoting: GenieRoze


hf

Genie, always been impressed with your heart and level of wisdom.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
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I do not feel like I can trust this OP.
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Dont be afraid AC, Im your Father, Come join the Dork side of the New World Odor..

Muahahaha!

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Good Grief

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Distillation

We start seeing the solution ahead. The curtains part to see the Light shine and the person emerges with a shiny new confidence and vision. They have made the confessionals within them selves and have come up with the solution to overcome. The Material dross and attachments of negative traits in our personality is washed clean. Outmoded beliefs are let go. We accept that others are on different levels and that their own time will come. We are parted to take the Path of the Fool card (the path of tarot is the ouroboros. What some think is the beginning is actually the end, is actually the beginning. ) With just the clothes on our back, our knapsack with just a few belongings, off we go. This is our liberated pysche that looks at the world with new awareness. We realize our inner responsibility and true potentials. We feel at one with the world, while not being burdened by it. Our Light Qoutient is High


 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


Almost done with this
 Quoting: GenieRoze


hf

Genie, always been impressed with your heart and level of wisdom.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
 Quoting: GenieRoze


Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
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Almost done with this
 Quoting: GenieRoze


hf

Genie, always been impressed with your heart and level of wisdom.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
 Quoting: GenieRoze


Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


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hf

Genie, always been impressed with your heart and level of wisdom.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
 Quoting: GenieRoze


Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


huffy
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lmao

I'll have a talk with him, AlienHead.
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comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
 Quoting: GenieRoze


Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


huffy
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lmao

I'll have a talk with him, AlienHead.
:aliengho:
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couldnt you find a CUTE alien head?

lol

thanks, SS.
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Almost done with this
 Quoting: GenieRoze


hf

Genie, always been impressed with your heart and level of wisdom.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


comes with age, but the just leaving with the clothes on my back maybe a problem. I'm still living in the material world.

I tried to find out the time of my birth and they told me to contact Trenton and ask for the long form, I'm like WTF. My son lost his birth cert and he's getting married so he needed it, had to travel way up north to get it, his has the time on it, his old one didn't. Maybe something new.
 Quoting: GenieRoze


Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


Speaking of which, I'm still on the waiting list from the "Canadian" thread.
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Hi Genie, we;'ll get the chart, Im here if you want to wait on real birth time

I already have a guess what your chart looks like. It will be of a advanced soul. most definately.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


huffy
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lmao

I'll have a talk with him, AlienHead.
:aliengho:
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couldnt you find a CUTE alien head?

lol

thanks, SS.
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Hi Alien ! Sent you a message. =)
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7 stages ?. Satanists do not even have a real life.
We will pass through the Seven Years or serve God's Will as martyrs.
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huffy
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lmao

I'll have a talk with him, AlienHead.
:aliengho:
 Quoting: SickScent


couldnt you find a CUTE alien head?

lol

thanks, SS.
 Quoting: Alien Head


Hi Alien ! Sent you a message. =)
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


applause
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huffy
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lmao

I'll have a talk with him, AlienHead.
:aliengho:
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couldnt you find a CUTE alien head?

lol

thanks, SS.
 Quoting: Alien Head


Hi Alien ! Sent you a message. =)
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sent one back!
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The teachings of Jesus Christ trumps you pathetic propaganda attempt, OP. Only the most brainwashed amoung us buy into you b.s, and that's only because they were never meant for the Truth.
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Thank you for this analysis Illuminaughty it does take one through to the true path of the GOD within. Nice connection to the Religious dogma that stops most souls from experiencing the TRUE SELF and the other cultural links as well.
Here in the WHITE LIGHT we have purified the intent so as to make a bit easier transition/translation.
As the Spiritual Warrior (Conjunction through Coagulation)
one must purify then rebuild the connection to Soul without the pallor of contemporary dogma. This is important.. one can never transform themselves without breaking down and experiencing the isolation or concentration of meditative studies.
I know that the Martial Arts hold the key here. For me anyway it was a profound and trying period of time. I got Divorced, sold my home, changed my appearance, lost most of my friends, etc.
Not being an easy path (Fermentation or putrefaction) I prefer to call it PURIFICATION not putrefaction... mistake maybe?
The key here is to have good guidance.. a VERY difficult thing to find in this day and age.. many have found CULTS or bad leadership or Gurus with agendas we used to say and NEVER get beyond this stage.. or resort to anti-depressants or recreational drugs. THIS IS A VERY DANGEROUS STAGE. So with CAUTION and seeking good leadership the individual can navigate the HORRORS of this stage but it takes a toll.. physically mentally spiritually..not a walk in the park.. as soon as you THINK it is going well BAM...setback after setback NO ONE GETS OUT OF THIS STAGE WITHOUT INJURIES.
You only know you are moving on when you can achieve the ZERO.. eliminate the WHITE NOISE.. meditate for a consistent time so you can HEAR that is what is all around you.. GRACE only starts to explain this steps end.
The White Light starts to make it's way into our Physical Being with the next step to me more well.described by Dharma
the WAY of things. This is simple but to get there to UNDERSTAND requires total control of the emotions. Without control of the emotional context you will NEVER get into your Dharma.. or lifes calling. Why are you here? Who cares?
None of it matters..your life is your life..Only the Fool thinks they are here.. And only the fool can survive.. but what is a FOOL? You become without self.. empty.. so what to do SEEK THE GODHEAD.. let the spirit fill you.. NOT SO EASY FRIENDS.. as I sit here typing these words from the source.. my fingers hit the keys but it is not me.. A VESSEL.. the LIGHT.. hey everyone GET IT????

Ok so several people here have pronounce YAY! I am Coagulated! (I think...ah, probably not)... ok so NOT..this is a stage we consider MASTERY.. you are not there- I am not there- NO ONE IS THERE! (ok Jesus,Paramahansa Yogananda, Buddha, Master Sanctus Germanus)so aspiring to Mastery is NOT what happens and you should NOT seek it! If it is your Dharma to be a GREAT MASTER...I for one would be surprised you would be here ever.. as it is not for the Master to be explaining the unexplainable. I hope I make myself clear..
 Quoting: WhiteLight


I related so much to your post Whitelight, that my eyes got misty, Youve said it all and it can stand alone as its own post. You most definately know what its about and have experienced this path and recognized each step.

Im happy your Martial arts came thru for you. At that stage we do require the experience of discipline and goals. This path isnt easy and it requires work.

The Fool is a empty vessel when he starts out as Zero in the Major Arcana, Yet he is also numbered as 22, From Zero to Hero we will eventually fill our vessell with light once we control our emotions, (taming our dragon)
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY



Apollo, have you attempted or crossed ZAX? I am curious.
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Linear stages.

Linear is the old world dude, let it go.

The next realm is euclidean.

Evolve already, chimpanzee.
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You have to fully understand the linear before youre let off the wheel. lol..
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


So in essence, bend over and take it like I always do.
 Quoting: HilosPP


Ok Hilos, first time responding to you. My take.


You, only you! Rise up! Change everything about your life! It can be done. I am not joking or speaking "new age" crap.

Realize everything around you is created from you. I was in your place once. Homeless, without love, family or hope. It takes an conscience effort to change these things. It is truly an effort at first. But becomes like breathing when you practice it enough.

Rise Up Brother! You are the creator!

Namaste!
nama
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Thank you but I am still not really buying this whole thing that its all on me to make it happen, when I know for a fact that isn't true. Even Apollo said only the High Priestess can annoint Him, which means it is her choice and not mine. And I am not going to be content flipping burgers while I can feel the world around me slowly slipping into Hell. Especially since as I am the one who is suppose to do something about it.
The Self-Annointed Golden Elohim; Israel's Foresaken.
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The teachings of Jesus Christ trumps you pathetic propaganda attempt, OP. Only the most brainwashed amoung us buy into you b.s, and that's only because they were never meant for the Truth.
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What about the people born "before Jesus" what happens to them?
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You have to fully understand the linear before youre let off the wheel. lol..
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


So in essence, bend over and take it like I always do.
 Quoting: HilosPP


Ok Hilos, first time responding to you. My take.


You, only you! Rise up! Change everything about your life! It can be done. I am not joking or speaking "new age" crap.

Realize everything around you is created from you. I was in your place once. Homeless, without love, family or hope. It takes an conscience effort to change these things. It is truly an effort at first. But becomes like breathing when you practice it enough.

Rise Up Brother! You are the creator!

Namaste!
nama
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Thank you but I am still not really buying this whole thing that its all on me to make it happen, when I know for a fact that isn't true. Even Apollo said only the High Priestess can annoint Him, which means it is her choice and not mine. And I am not going to be content flipping burgers while I can feel the world around me slowly slipping into Hell. Especially since as I am the one who is suppose to do something about it.
 Quoting: HilosPP


You will. My level of depression when I was homeless, was one of the lowest in my life. Only when I stopped feeling sorry for myself did it change. Serious. There was no other influence in my life at that time. So I cant say... My mom helped me, my friends helped me. It was just me.

So you would rather be homeless then flip burgers? Hmmm?! Curious.

I started with a crappy job after I was homeless. Work it for 4 weeks, 6 weeks, whatever until you find a better job. Repeat this process and within 6months-year you will have A "job worthy of you".

Good luck on your journey.
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So in essence, bend over and take it like I always do.
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Ok Hilos, first time responding to you. My take.


You, only you! Rise up! Change everything about your life! It can be done. I am not joking or speaking "new age" crap.

Realize everything around you is created from you. I was in your place once. Homeless, without love, family or hope. It takes an conscience effort to change these things. It is truly an effort at first. But becomes like breathing when you practice it enough.

Rise Up Brother! You are the creator!

Namaste!
nama
 Quoting: Revguard


Thank you but I am still not really buying this whole thing that its all on me to make it happen, when I know for a fact that isn't true. Even Apollo said only the High Priestess can annoint Him, which means it is her choice and not mine. And I am not going to be content flipping burgers while I can feel the world around me slowly slipping into Hell. Especially since as I am the one who is suppose to do something about it.
 Quoting: HilosPP


You will. My level of depression when I was homeless, was one of the lowest in my life. Only when I stopped feeling sorry for myself did it change. Serious. There was no other influence in my life at that time. So I cant say... My mom helped me, my friends helped me. It was just me.

So you would rather be homeless then flip burgers? Hmmm?! Curious.

I started with a crappy job after I was homeless. Work it for 4 weeks, 6 weeks, whatever until you find a better job. Repeat this process and within 6months-year you will have A "job worthy of you".

Good luck on your journey.
 Quoting: Revguard


I won't last another 6 months of this, God's honest truth. And I'm not depressed, I'm angry. The more I accept the truth and how it pertains to me, the more I do have to be angry. Some of that anger has been misguided but the simply truth, as poster3938 put it, is the One is nothing if not recognized. But the truth is regardless of what man chooses or doesn't choose the One will become something.
The Self-Annointed Golden Elohim; Israel's Foresaken.
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Ok Hilos, first time responding to you. My take.


You, only you! Rise up! Change everything about your life! It can be done. I am not joking or speaking "new age" crap.

Realize everything around you is created from you. I was in your place once. Homeless, without love, family or hope. It takes an conscience effort to change these things. It is truly an effort at first. But becomes like breathing when you practice it enough.

Rise Up Brother! You are the creator!

Namaste!
nama
 Quoting: Revguard


Thank you but I am still not really buying this whole thing that its all on me to make it happen, when I know for a fact that isn't true. Even Apollo said only the High Priestess can annoint Him, which means it is her choice and not mine. And I am not going to be content flipping burgers while I can feel the world around me slowly slipping into Hell. Especially since as I am the one who is suppose to do something about it.
 Quoting: HilosPP


You will. My level of depression when I was homeless, was one of the lowest in my life. Only when I stopped feeling sorry for myself did it change. Serious. There was no other influence in my life at that time. So I cant say... My mom helped me, my friends helped me. It was just me.

So you would rather be homeless then flip burgers? Hmmm?! Curious.

I started with a crappy job after I was homeless. Work it for 4 weeks, 6 weeks, whatever until you find a better job. Repeat this process and within 6months-year you will have A "job worthy of you".

Good luck on your journey.
 Quoting: Revguard


I won't last another 6 months of this, God's honest truth. And I'm not depressed, I'm angry. The more I accept the truth and how it pertains to me, the more I do have to be angry. Some of that anger has been misguided but the simply truth, as poster3938 put it, is the One is nothing if not recognized. But the truth is regardless of what man chooses or doesn't choose the One will become something.
 Quoting: HilosPP


Hahaha - You said it that way! ;)

I said the One would be a reflection of the many, and visa versa.
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what is life alchlemy???
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Because of threads like these I like glp, please Christian lunatics stay away from here.
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So I'm torn, if I want to be happy I have to not care but if I do care I am not happy. Now you say I should be happy and let it go. So I was thinking of scripture that says "And lean not on your own understanding but on God's." So can you see how this whole thing would be flipped around for me? I was hoping just to meet the guy one day and do whatever He told me.
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"Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, cancelled,
made nothing ?
Are you willing to be made nothing ?
dipped into oblivion?

If not, you will never really change.

The phoenix renews her youth
only when she is burnt, burnt alive, burnt down
to hot and flocculent ash.
Then the small stirring of a new small bub in the nest
with strands of down like floating ash
shows that she is renewing her youth like the eagle,
immortal bird."

-DH Lawrence
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ron paul will be in the NBC GOP debates tonight! in california
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"Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, cancelled,
made nothing ?
Are you willing to be made nothing ?
dipped into oblivion?

If not, you will never really change.

The phoenix renews her youth
only when she is burnt, burnt alive, burnt down
to hot and flocculent ash.
Then the small stirring of a new small bub in the nest
with strands of down like floating ash
shows that she is renewing her youth like the eagle,
immortal bird."

-DH Lawrence
 Quoting: heartmindspirit


There it is.
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"Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, cancelled,
made nothing ?
Are you willing to be made nothing ?
dipped into oblivion?

If not, you will never really change.

The phoenix renews her youth
only when she is burnt, burnt alive, burnt down
to hot and flocculent ash.
Then the small stirring of a new small bub in the nest
with strands of down like floating ash
shows that she is renewing her youth like the eagle,
immortal bird."

-DH Lawrence
 Quoting: heartmindspirit


Not sure if that was directed towards me or for general forum but that is where I am and why I'm upset. And I know who I am but what I am waiting on has nothing to do with me or any decision I can make or anything I can do, or have done in this life of lives past, to change that. So if I am one with myself, my heart is torn and bleeding, if God is love than what is He once His heart as been ripped out and stabbed repeatedly by the people He loves?
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"Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, cancelled,
made nothing ?
Are you willing to be made nothing ?
dipped into oblivion?

If not, you will never really change.

The phoenix renews her youth
only when she is burnt, burnt alive, burnt down
to hot and flocculent ash.
Then the small stirring of a new small bub in the nest
with strands of down like floating ash
shows that she is renewing her youth like the eagle,
immortal bird."

-DH Lawrence
 Quoting: heartmindspirit


There it is.
 Quoting: Poster 8398


Beautiful.
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Re: The Seven Stages of Life Alchemy By Apollo Illuminaughty
Because of threads like these I like glp, please Christian lunatics stay away from here.
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hf
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"Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, cancelled,
made nothing ?
Are you willing to be made nothing ?
dipped into oblivion?

If not, you will never really change.

The phoenix renews her youth
only when she is burnt, burnt alive, burnt down
to hot and flocculent ash.
Then the small stirring of a new small bub in the nest
with strands of down like floating ash
shows that she is renewing her youth like the eagle,
immortal bird."

-DH Lawrence
 Quoting: heartmindspirit


There it is.
 Quoting: Poster 8398


Beautiful.
 Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINAUGHTY


Indeed I sense I stand at the very edge of this decision.

Been a rough go this past week.

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:Phoenixrise:

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