That's not true Clayton. You ask the same questions on multiple threads, people respond & answer your questions. Clearly this doesn't satisfy as you then ask the same questions over & over.
We are the masters of our own destiny. What we do today creates what happens in our future.
I'm not trying to be mean Clayton but you come across as an obsessed whiny little bitch who expects everything to be done for you. Do you think any self respecting girl would find that attractive?
Use your obvious intelligence to become the best person you can be. Concentrate on your strengths. Be self-reflective rather than self-obsessed. Help others. No-body can do it for you.
John & everyone else on this forum, have been very patient with you Clayton. I've noticed that people are learning to ignore you on other threads for the reasons I've given. I can't speak for others but my patience is also wearing thin.
I do wish you well. :)