I'm so glad that posting your feelings here made you feel better. I'm just sorry I fell asleep and didn't get your post until this morning. I had a rough night but refrained from getting online like I usually do. Usually an hour after I try to go to sleep I find myself back online trolling the net, LOL. Anyway, last night I didn't do that otherwise I would have seen your post. Sorry about that.

My mind has been on overdrive as well. It has been VERY strange weather here the past few days. Yesterday when we got up I was amazed to see huge rain drops falling out of nowhere! It stayed cold most of the day yesterday where I am (LA County/OC boarder). I didn't see the sun or look at it so I didn't see the red color. Oh eerie.

I said a prayer for you for school and your safety today my dear. You need to stay motivated and learn what you can from school. Life is a constant cycle in which we learn and evolve to better ourselves and school is a big part of that. I too felt many times like stopping because of *truth* but you need to stay focused on something otherwise you can literally go crazy from all the *truth* in the world. School is a good thing. Don't give up. Use it as a distraction from getting to stressed about what is happening right now in the world. Sometimes we need things like that to pull us away a little bit, sometimes distractions are welcomed and needed. If that makes any sense. And, I believe school is important anyway, there are a lot of truths to be learned there and it's fun if you let it be that way! Are you in college? If so what is your major? I really liked college. Anthropology, creative writing, nursing and art were my favorites. Oh yeah, and sign language. That was a fun immersion class. The teacher was deaf so we had to learn, quickly to pass the course. LOL.

Thank you for the karma my friend. I will repay the kind gesture when mine is reloaded tonight. If you get a chance after school check in and let me know how it went, i'd love to hear about it. I hope you slept well last night and that you have a blessed first day of school today <3