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I hunt for words, I search threw my mind, I see a child standing there, that child is me. Tears fill his eyes. I walk up and ask, why do you cry? Donít you see the bright future that sits out in front of you. I canít see the sun for the pouring rain. The storms you must whether, inside each storm, at the eye is wisdom and with wisdom comes pain, the day will come when all the tears will be washed away, only the wisdom remains.
This is my promises to you, I heard him say. So I put my hope inside my pocket and push into the eyes of every storm. What I have found there is profound truth. The line no longer blurred by the confusions. The pay day sits just out of sight. A child torn by all the words, all the places found in between here and there. A man looks back and see the years as a tool, each step, each day, I ask new questions. How can I explain it all makes perfect sense now. No tear fell out of place, no smile a day early. His perfect timing. No stone unturned, no question unanswered. Everything mattered, every breath had itís place.
Love and what it means and stands for. I was busy killing self so I could truly live. It sure didnít look that way. Each morning as I got up. I wanted to be happy and tried very hard to put happiness in itís place as if I was painting a picture. The colors never fit, so I kept on changing each color, the colors being people. They refused to be who I needed. So I found loneness over and over again and blamed it on all the wrong colors. This is madness I screamed, a place only to drive you mad full of only hurt and pain. In my loneness I ask more questions and began to paint again. Day after day, new colors, new places. My colors was never the problem, itís the others who wont fit. I kept trying vainly to change them all.
The day came, I threw my paint brush down. Iím to tired to go on painting, itís just not worth it. I pick up a full gallon of white. I threw it against the wall, I will paint no more. I had gave up on my picture even on my god and lay down to die.
I heard a voice and saw a light, the voice said I have been waiting on you to quit for some time now, too tired to even respond, I saw the brush begin to move, yet no hand held it, it painted a tree, a sky, mountain tops covered with ice, a deer off in the distance. All different types of animals began to appear one by one, before long the wall was full of life, at the base of the wall a path, many footprints already on the road, but no people. I got up and began to walk, down this road that seem to have no end. I met others like myself, but they wanted nothing from me, does this place have no meaning, nothing to want for? I began to talk with the others, their stories, just like mine, full of heart ache and sadness. They all spoke of a man, a man who had all the answers to all the questions and how they found happiness in his words of wisdom. To be truly happy you must not want anything, then everything is more than you need, only take what you need, want for nothing.
I began to try this new way of life, thinking this is an impossible thing, the strange thing was, I had never understood what I needed, only what I wanted. Could someone else understand what I need to make me happy? So I waited on each new day to find out what was in store, I would put nothing into place, but only wait to see what showed up, some days I needed to be helped other days I had to help someone else. The days flew by, now years later. I have found the truth, on the days I am able to help others are the happiest ones, even when those I help donít seem to care, I do it for my happiness, when I am in need, I humble myself and take the help from others, thanking them for their good deed. This road goes on for ever the freer I become the less I need. This strange new way of life has brought true joy and happiness.
Some speak about crossing the veil into a world one can only dream of, a place of pure joy and happiness, but only the wise can go, only the truly wise, if we let just anyone in, then the world could die. We must fight and protect this place from those who donít or wont care to understand.
Each is given a short time on earth to search for truth, those who donít give up wont make it, those who do find it. Itís a hard thing to explain, but if you have found your paint brush full of all the wrong colors. Stop and pray to the one who lives for forever, pray that he speaks with you. He donít use words but colors, itís up to you to find the picture. Itís there, right in front of you. In plain sight, ask him to show you, he will. just like he showed me. I will see you on the road, do your part, he will do his.
GODSPEEDÖ
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I hunt for words, I search threw my mind, I see a child standing there, that child is me. Tears fill his eyes. I walk up and ask, why do you cry? Donít you see the bright future that sits out in front of you. I canít see the sun for the pouring rain. The storms you must whether, inside each storm, at the eye is wisdom and with wisdom comes pain, the day will come when all the tears will be washed away, only the wisdom remains.
This is my promises to you, I heard him say. So I put my hope inside my pocket and push into the eyes of every storm. What I have found there is profound truth. The line no longer blurred by the confusions. The pay day sits just out of sight. A child torn by all the words, all the places found in between here and there. A man looks back and see the years as a tool, each step, each day, I ask new questions. How can I explain it all makes perfect sense now. No tear fell out of place, no smile a day early. His perfect timing. No stone unturned, no question unanswered. Everything mattered, every breath had itís place.
Love and what it means and stands for. I was busy killing self so I could truly live. It sure didnít look that way. Each morning as I got up. I wanted to be happy and tried very hard to put happiness in itís place as if I was painting a picture. The colors never fit, so I kept on changing each color, the colors being people. They refused to be who I needed. So I found loneness over and over again and blamed it on all the wrong colors. This is madness I screamed, a place only to drive you mad full of only hurt and pain. In my loneness I ask more questions and began to paint again. Day after day, new colors, new places. My colors was never the problem, itís the others who wont fit. I kept trying vainly to change them all.
The day came, I threw my paint brush down. Iím to tired to go on painting, itís just not worth it. I pick up a full gallon of white. I threw it against the wall, I will paint no more. I had gave up on my picture even on my god and lay down to die.
I heard a voice and saw a light, the voice said I have been waiting on you to quit for some time now, too tired to even respond, I saw the brush begin to move, yet no hand held it, it painted a tree, a sky, mountain tops covered with ice, a deer off in the distance. All different types of animals began to appear one by one, before long the wall was full of life, at the base of the wall a path, many footprints already on the road, but no people. I got up and began to walk, down this road that seem to have no end. I met others like myself, but they wanted nothing from me, does this place have no meaning, nothing to want for? I began to talk with the others, their stories, just like mine, full of heart ache and sadness. They all spoke of a man, a man who had all the answers to all the questions and how they found happiness in his words of wisdom. To be truly happy you must not want anything, then everything is more than you need, only take what you need, want for nothing.
I began to try this new way of life, thinking this is an impossible thing, the strange thing was, I had never understood what I needed, only what I wanted. Could someone else understand what I need to make me happy? So I waited on each new day to find out what was in store, I would put nothing into place, but only wait to see what showed up, some days I needed to be helped other days I had to help someone else. The days flew by, now years later. I have found the truth, on the days I am able to help others are the happiest ones, even when those I help donít seem to care, I do it for my happiness, when I am in need, I humble myself and take the help from others, thanking them for their good deed. This road goes on for ever the freer I become the less I need. This strange new way of life has brought true joy and happiness.
Some speak about crossing the veil into a world one can only dream of, a place of pure joy and happiness, but only the wise can go, only the truly wise, if we let just anyone in, then the world could die. We must fight and protect this place from those who donít or wont care to understand.
Each is given a short time on earth to search for truth, those who donít give up wont make it, those who do find it. Itís a hard thing to explain, but if you have found your paint brush full of all the wrong colors. Stop and pray to the one who lives for forever, pray that he speaks with you. He donít use words but colors, itís up to you to find the picture. Itís there, right in front of you. In plain sight, ask him to show you, he will. just like he showed me. I will see you on the road, do your part, he will do his.
GODSPEEDÖ
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clappaclappaclappa

Well Said!
God Bless Everyone!
odinson222

A Man Has Got to Know His Limitations

I am just a sinner trying to make it to heaven!

Romans 8:35-39
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
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Chip believes Barry Manilow is one of the most evil singers out there.

Have you ever heard of Beyonce, Lady GaGa, all the other alleged MK Ultra puppets? You'll find them a bit more extreme that the man who sang 'Mandy.
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that's the best you got fly. see folks here is how one person uses his GOD given free will. he uses his words to tear down. this is stage one of evil! your going in one dirrection or the other. no one sits the fence...
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Not my words, Chipster...your words.

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satan is a pussy, sorry ladies, but he just tricked the ppl. he is a very good looking guy with long blond hair, he writes the song for the bad rock bands, liston to the words it's all true, zepplin,barry madalow, black sabet. all the rich and powerful, know who they work for. i work for GOD who is far greater than any power known, the HOLY SPIRIT is a bad boy, and Jesus is a man's man, the church has wimped him out, the bad boy Jesus got up on a cross. that takes balls!!!

all yall stop right now, go to youtube, look up barry mayalow, liston to these songs, tell me what you think?

one voice in the darkness, i write the songs.

he is singing about the devil, i could go on and on. it all true, most have been tricked. it's not too late. we can make it right. you have to hunble yourself first...


P66

these ppl live in a place i would never want to go. fair tell land. like the barry manilow thing, mman go read the words, for that mater flip your radio on, most hist records or bands play some type of appreation to there god. the stones, please to me you. go down the list, every one.


Does God speak to you through Barry Manilow songs, Chip? Or Barry Madalow? Or Barry Mayalow?


And what artists do you like? Go on, you must tell us. We all want to know.

And I bet you, one of us can uncover something sordid, evil, satanic or dubious about your favourite singer.

In Jesus' love.

hf
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fly i liked them all, i didn't see nothing wrong with it for a while, a long while. i didn't know anything but the ways of the world. no one said a word. the church didn't make sense to me, the people all seemed fake. no one came running when i was down, when i needed help, when i cried, no one and i mean no one cared! the pain was overwhelming at times and for long periods. i just waited in the darkness hoping something better was somewhere, any where i would go. i wanted it to be about something other than rent, bills, broken lies.
i made some bad mistakes and beged GOD to answer, i longed for death many days, anything was better than what i had found. the questions, all the questions, but no answers. the tuffist part most days. was it only about pain and suffering, does anyone hurt like me? on and on it went, year after horrable year, i found no answers, yet had them all.
i was lost, now i am found, i did nothing but say thank you and pass on what i have been shown.
i wish no one any harm, i want to bring hope to that person who is hanging by a thread. i hang by the same thread some days. i pray out loud. the only thing that has truly changed, is i know i am being heard and so are all of you... he is listening, talk to him. GOD, JESUS,and the HOLY SPIRIT. and a host of others.
the bad people are fixing to make their way onto the world stage with powers that are godlike, don't be fooled. don't take the mark, being willing to die!
if you hate me for that, the truth, i am ok with that. i have not lied, not once, only misunderstood, this is each of your own fight, be there for the fight, don't give in! i will help you all i can when the time come.
together we will stand...
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31-01-13 (31 January 2013)

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31-1-13

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31-10-13 (31 October 2013)

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3+1+1+1+3 = 9
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January and October are 'Twin' months
They start on the same day(Tuesday) and end on the same day(Thursday) with the same amount of days(31)
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31-01-13 (31 January 2013)

or

31-1-13

31113

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31-10-13 (31 October 2013)

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31-1-13

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9 months

3+1+1+1+3 = 9
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January and October are 'Twin' months
They start on the same day(Tuesday in 2013) and end on the same day(Thursday in 2013) with the same amount of days(31)
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How do I start, these simple plain words should do just fineÖ

What this place is about and whatís fixing to happen. You have spent your life up to this point seeing everything this world has to offer. Sex, drugs, violent, lies, deceit of every kind, nothing is new under the sun, itís been going on for thousands of years. Itís your turn to make the grade. You get one shot and a lot of time was spent on each and everyone of you.
Everything in your life was put into place on purpose for two reasons. One to shape you as a person and the others was to watch the choices you would make. All is already known to GOD, it is you who have been finding out who you are. We are reaching for perfection. By now you should know your faults and all the things you will work hard to change in the following years.
Itís you who decides your destiny, your choices make the person. The time for change has come!
The two sides are fixing to take the field, which side are you on? This question you must answer with your actions not your words, words help, but actions change lives. Yesterday is gone, but not forgotten. You will answer for every deed done, both good and bad, the reason why you did them is what matters. You watched the world and like most you followed suite.
Tomorrow can yesterdayís choices on some level, we canít redo yesterday, but tomorrow sits at the door. Repeat on yesterday and change tomorrow. Many of you can take the same route Paul took. Soon youíll know itís all true. The one world government will take charge and begin to rule as it is written. We canít change any of it, only each of our own actions. We can not take over or overturn what is written. We can only chose to live under the now or die from it. Hard choices are to be made. We must resist as long as possible, we must never under any condition take the mark. Many will make it out of the large cities and form smaller ones, very small one. Sizes ranging from 10 to 10,000 people, these my friend are the elect. Are you one of these few? Well we are fixing to find outÖ
Pray to become strong and aware, you have a team surrounding you, nope you can see them, but you can talk with them, at some point many will hear back from these spirits. The leaders among you, that is. Donít fear them, fear only GOD, he is the most high and the one your last day will be spent in front of, as you are held accountable for your life.
Yes the spirits have spent their lives with you, everyday, and have seen everything there is to see and know about you. They know more about you than you know about yourself. They can and will help you threw the days, weeks, and even years ahead. When you pray you pray only to the most high or GOD as many know him as. You can and should talk with those spirits around you, if you feel this will bring you strength, it really donít matter, they have a job to do and they will do it, they answer to the same GOD as you. These spirits are very powerful as you will soon seen, donít fear them, only the most high, they are only here to do GODíS will as instructed.
The other side is very organized and powerful as well, they are ruled by the devil and their fate is sealed!!! Your is not. Your new day just begun. Those of you who donít pray, start. Begin with simple, honest confessions. Then proceed into a full blow relationship with the most high, he knows you well and every day of your life, talk with him daily. Best to you allÖ
I will probable be banned real soon again. I will make my way to a computer somewhere and post what needs to be known only. Make your stand, itís not about this place but the one to come.
Btw, the earth will always be in place and people living here on her, just under different leadership. This being the least of the 3 heavens. Many things GOD has not shown the people, paradise will be the right word if you make it backÖ
Pray for me, as I will always be praying for the elect. Hope to be writing here or on my new thread it the coming days and weeks. Letís see what happens. May GOD have mercy on us all, we stopped trying and caring about the right things. We must change and turn back to our GOD, he made us and loves us dearly. He holds a very high standard, perfection, we must strive to become like him. Change is hard and very painful at times, but do able. Give it your best, when you fail, ask for forgiveness and try, try again.
Talk soon, chip griffin
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How do I start, these simple plain words should do just fineÖ

What this place is about and whatís fixing to happen. You have spent your life up to this point seeing everything this world has to offer. Sex, drugs, violent, lies, deceit of every kind, nothing is new under the sun, itís been going on for thousands of years. Itís your turn to make the grade. You get one shot and a lot of time was spent on each and everyone of you.
Everything in your life was put into place on purpose for two reasons. One to shape you as a person and the others was to watch the choices you would make. All is already known to GOD, it is you who have been finding out who you are. We are reaching for perfection. By now you should know your faults and all the things you will work hard to change in the following years.
Itís you who decides your destiny, your choices make the person. The time for change has come!
The two sides are fixing to take the field, which side are you on? This question you must answer with your actions not your words, words help, but actions change lives. Yesterday is gone, but not forgotten. You will answer for every deed done, both good and bad, the reason why you did them is what matters. You watched the world and like most you followed suite.
Tomorrow can yesterdayís choices on some level, we canít redo yesterday, but tomorrow sits at the door. Repeat on yesterday and change tomorrow. Many of you can take the same route Paul took. Soon youíll know itís all true. The one world government will take charge and begin to rule as it is written. We canít change any of it, only each of our own actions. We can not take over or overturn what is written. We can only chose to live under the now or die from it. Hard choices are to be made. We must resist as long as possible, we must never under any condition take the mark. Many will make it out of the large cities and form smaller ones, very small one. Sizes ranging from 10 to 10,000 people, these my friend are the elect. Are you one of these few? Well we are fixing to find outÖ
Pray to become strong and aware, you have a team surrounding you, nope you can see them, but you can talk with them, at some point many will hear back from these spirits. The leaders among you, that is. Donít fear them, fear only GOD, he is the most high and the one your last day will be spent in front of, as you are held accountable for your life.
Yes the spirits have spent their lives with you, everyday, and have seen everything there is to see and know about you. They know more about you than you know about yourself. They can and will help you threw the days, weeks, and even years ahead. When you pray you pray only to the most high or GOD as many know him as. You can and should talk with those spirits around you, if you feel this will bring you strength, it really donít matter, they have a job to do and they will do it, they answer to the same GOD as you. These spirits are very powerful as you will soon seen, donít fear them, only the most high, they are only here to do GODíS will as instructed.
The other side is very organized and powerful as well, they are ruled by the devil and their fate is sealed!!! Your is not. Your new day just begun. Those of you who donít pray, start. Begin with simple, honest confessions. Then proceed into a full blow relationship with the most high, he knows you well and every day of your life, talk with him daily. Best to you allÖ
I will probable be banned real soon again. I will make my way to a computer somewhere and post what needs to be known only. Make your stand, itís not about this place but the one to come.
Btw, the earth will always be in place and people living here on her, just under different leadership. This being the least of the 3 heavens. Many things GOD has not shown the people, paradise will be the right word if you make it backÖ
Pray for me, as I will always be praying for the elect. Hope to be writing here or on my new thread it the coming days and weeks. Letís see what happens. May GOD have mercy on us all, we stopped trying and caring about the right things. We must change and turn back to our GOD, he made us and loves us dearly. He holds a very high standard, perfection, we must strive to become like him. Change is hard and very painful at times, but do able. Give it your best, when you fail, ask for forgiveness and try, try again.
Talk soon, chip griffin
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Been following this thread from I its origin......
Wish you wouldn't just blow over all the shit you said would happen that never took place.... It's almost as if you have forgotten all that was said.....kinda makes me sad, I figure you would own up to the things you said you would but you didn't, you just kinda blew it off like it was no big thing,.... Kinda suspect,....actually your guilty of fraud on some many levels.....
Sorry bro it is what it is, and real talk, nobody gives a shit about your next thread.... Upon had your opportunity and you blew it...point blank....
I'm a hollar!......
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yet is the key word, shake the dust from your feet. the road will find only the few. narrow and straight is the way...

go falcons.
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want to know which td i seen? from the left side.
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want to know which td i seen? from the left side.
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My story is a strange one, like many of yours I want to say, but I donít find truth in those words. My story is very different, I skated on the line between life and death most of my life, not seeming to find my place in this world.
A few things I figured out and others where harsh realities, the first thing I can remember is that the church said you canít kill yourself, ok. I thought fair enough, the ten comdaments, I can do all of them, I struggled with the love thy god with all thy heart mind and soul. How do you love something you donít even know what it is?.
Then I met a man who taught me if my words donít mean nothing, then nothing is what you are. So I set out to make every word count. No lies would come from this mouth! These were the early days, just some kid who wanted what everyone else did, to go to the top!
There were a few things you figure as truths from the jump. Your mother and dad, your brother, they love you. Fact right, without question. I would be wrong on that one very wrong. The wounds donít heal, from a man who knows. My love wouldnít die for them, I tried very hard to kill it, I gave up and chose to fight them to the death. I would show them the truth or die trying. I couldnít die and they wouldnít change. I carry this pain with me all the way to this day.
Another thing I knodedgest was when people made mistakes, they would lie their way out, even if caught red handed. I wanted to set a new standard. If I lied, stole, whatever I would confess and take what is coming, making me a man of truth on some small level. That is why I write this today.
I did see the falcons t touch down, but like I said, I paid it no mind, who cares? A stupid game. Then fly ask the score and I was sure that is what was meant by the visions. I was wrong as you all seen. I am sorry for lying to you. My humble sorry goes out to you all. Canít spell apogee, so sorry will have to do. I watched with much anticipation, only to be a liar once again. I yelled at the angels I want out, lies, all of you only telling me a pack of lies.
Over the past few years I have begged GOD many times to help me or remove me from this scene because of these unknown visions. There meaning I canít figure out, not until last night. I will never come to this page or any again unless told to do just that and only when the words are crystal clear.
When I am asked to do something I try to do it well and to the greatest of my ability. I am a very driven man and canít stop until the job is done. This job I donít understand on any level most days. If I am here to save a group of people, then let me save them! The problem comes as to the how and the who. I donít know either answer. Last night I finally figured out Iím trying to run GODís job site. This is not my role in his plan. What my role is, waits to be seenÖ
Moving back in time, that day at age 17 when the devil came to me that night. I worked at Hardee and went to adult school during the day, to speed up my out day. I had to drive to this school and buy my own lunch, no buses or lunch served, but they treated me as a man as I felt I was. Alone in this big world. No real plans only wanted to be great at something. My place in the world. The car I drove was purple, strange huh. Try driving a purple car to high school. Everyone laughed, I told myself hey, at least your driving, those flunkies have their mothers drop them off or ask me for a ride. At night the car almost looks black, this car had one head light that worked and it worked only on bright and the drivers seat has a way of falling out of place while driving. Yeah, it slides all the way to the farest back position. I had to drive around holding on to the sterling wheel with both hands, it was the only way to save me from a crash when the sit would go. I would pull myself back up to the right polesition and lock it back into place. The few girls I liked didnít ever say nothing and went out with me anyway. I hoped to save and paint it one day, but at 3.35 an hour, this wasnít likely. Gas and insurance was all that money would buy. That night the things that happened I didnít fully understand. I was offered anything this world had, some angels whispered in my head, he will lie and deceive you. Well I had had all of that I wanted from my home, my mother, dad, and brother came to save me that day without even knowing it. I hated their ways with a passion. I did as I said I did. I went home and woke my mother, trying to make since of what just happened, she rushed me off to bed. Looking back I donít think there was nothing she could have said to ease the questions in my mind.
My life would change on levels only one who has encounter such an event could understand. Everything scared me and some days I just want to hide. Afraid of every good thing that came my way, in fear GOD didnít hear my choice. Evil thought enter my mind on a regular basis, I would fight them and never give in. begging GOD to make them stop, this is the thorn of the flesh Paul speaks of, I believe.
Well as the years passed, I watched the others rise to the top, movie stars, rock stars, business owners, presidents, ceoís and the list goes go. Did they take what I refused?
I would finally get threw school and one day my mother walked in and said I will paint your car as a present for gradations. Great out of high school, but Iíll take the paint job just the same. I picked the color blue from a book of colors, mostly just shades of five colors. This was the early 80ís, not the colors we have today. Anyway I waited for what seemed years for it to be finished and ride my car. They called and I went, I walked in the place and the color blue was as bad as the purple, it was a royal blue, very bright. I didnít want to stand out in that way. The car looked good, donít get me wrong. Turns out the car had special wheels, something called magnumsí with chrome center caps, folding down headlights and cool blinkers that went one, two, three in the direction you were going and a very strong motor 351 Cleveland. I put a real nice stereo in it while it was still purple. The offers began to role in, doudle and triple what I had paid. I drove around cool as ever.
My uncle came to me about a month later and said he had a job down in flodia that he needed help with, would I like to go, yea sure, anything is better than Hardees. I packed my things and moved to flodia. My first check was for over 800 dollars. I looked at it and though, they screwed up. I stuck it in my pocket and didnít say a word, the next check was for even more. I couldnít believe what I was seeing. I went from 103, 98, 105 a week back at Hardee to this over night. I had to say something. Sir you got my check wrong two weeks in a row and showed him the check, he laughed and said, soon as you get your own truck that check will jump up over a thousand a week, every week. Man fear tore threw me, it hadnít even been 6 months since that night at the 7 til 11 store. I told that evil bastard NO! what was going on here? GOD help me and he did. Barney Kendall, my motherís brother, not my boss, he married my motherís sister. Barney came walking up and said well chip, howís everything going? I was dieing to tell someone about the events back a few months. I didnít know any of my family, had seen them once or twice over the years. I said, Iím not sure, I tried to tell him my fears, before I could get the words out of my mouth. He said, do you know JESUS CHRIST AND WHAT HE DID FOR YOU!? My panic turn to relief. GOD has put of ours among us. I said yes I do, barney and very well it seems. He said ok and walked off. Still wanting to talk with him I let it go. I took the money and thanked GOD and started having the time of my life. I was a good looking young man and had my way with the ladies, all of them. One after the next, never lying to them, I was there for a good time only nothing more, figuring this was the standard. I wasnít married and playing the field. Barney kept chiming in, you going to marry that, or that one. No barney, when I find her I will know. I had set the bar so low you could step over it. The months rolled on and the job came to a close. 11 months had passed. Now I knew my trade, telephone man.
The next few jobs were in all the different states around the southeast and I moved around at will and alone, I turn 19 in fla, 20 in north Carolina, and 21 in sav. Ga, by this time the women were getting real old and I was longing for something more, but what? Is love real? After all my own parents donít love me, how could a stranger. Christmas of 85 I landed a job at home, well near it, canton ga. New years eve I went to a bar in atl to bring the new year in. I met a girl that night that would change my life forever and some 5 yrs later put me back on the straight and narrow path. I loved her dearly, she was me with a dress. For two years we lived together and for three I died a slow misable death. The life of the brokenhearted. I began to drink very heavy and landed in jails and treatment center. Not being able to put that bottle down. as many of you know I ran from the cops and landed in jail. From a 13 yr prison sentence to a 28 day treatment center. Jan 1 1990 I sat the old life down and picked up the one I live today. I have been with 3 women and married two of them. Still not finding true love, but enough to make it threw. I kept my end of the marriage deal, neither of them did and that ok, now.
My last wife and I split in late 2005 and in 2006 I made a vov to GOD to never lay with a woman again. To this day I have kept my end of the deal. The angels began to come right after meeting GOD on July 31 2006. I have said and got many thing wrong and not until last night after my latest fail prediction about the game did I finally realize what I was doing wrong. I am trying to run GODís show, it ant my show and it ant my job to make believers out of any of you. That is between you and GOD. Up to now it seems it has been my job to look like the biggest fool on the planet and I have done my job well, huh? Well from this day forward I will not come to glp or anywhere for that matter until told to do just that, then if I get it wont I will quit, once and for all. When I make a mistake I own it and fix what I can. I hope some of you understand. Way back in the early days, GOD said do your time youíll get your reward. For me to sit idle is just like doing time. I donít do time well as you all have seen. I truly want to help and long for the day the pain eases and the job is done, whatever that job isÖ
Best to you all and for those of you who understand this letter, thank you. chip
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I write to those who could have stood with me, it wasnít your strength that fail you in your hour of temptation.
Oh GOD help me, your son is trying to speak.
You see it was your wisdom that breaks that fall, the fear is only too real. Powers from worlds unseen. When they show their selves to you. Lean not on your own understanding, but trust your god, he bought this day, he also bought the man that stands here.
Want not the things of this world, yearn for the things in your heart. Desire to see the face of GOD! The one who made all things.
You all stand at that door, the same door a 17 year old child stood at.
You life has become the stage, this choice, the next one decides all things to come.
Chose to follow me, as I follow the one who came before me.
Donít let the ease of what you see forsake you, take the harder road, the wise path. The path few walk.
GOD speaks to me now, he says, I am with you! My chosen few. Leave the things of this world behind.
We must prepare, we are going to war
The victory is ours. The blood of an innocence man has shown us the way.
Donít let their good looks and smooth tongues, fool you.
This is your day, take back what is yours, it is not the things of this world, but it was your heart you turned against, turn back now. While there is still time.
Love is the great gift, die tryingÖ
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Wow, Chip. That's a really nice share and it was good reading. This little thing kept popping up though, that you will hate me if I say it, but am going to anyway.

Some of the parts remind me of that saying, "can't see the forest for the trees."

First of all, it would be hard to convince me that your mother doesn't love you. She might be at her wits end and worried and wishing she could help but not knowing how to even begin.

A mother loves her son. It's just the way it is. Maybe somewhere, there's a mother that doesn't. How I wish you and your mother could sit down with a neutral 3rd person and express your feelings.

Sometimes people relate love to giving things. The paint job your mother gave you might have been saying what she couldn't. "I'm proud of you Son, and I love you."

It's sad that you carry the pain, even sadder if the pain you feel is based on something that might not be what it seems. What I'm seeing from some of what you've said, is a mother that might not have the best parenting skills or know how to handle situations or show her love in a way a child/young adult needs to be shown.

The second thing, about the spirits. You've explained how you hold yourself to high standards of truthfulness, and it's right that you would do the same for them. If they were really angels, or from God they wouldn't be lying to you.

It's refreshing though, that you've acknowledged that they aren't being truthful. That's a huge step and it had to have been hard to accept.

Now, the forest for the trees. You asked God to help you or remove you from the scene because of the visions that you can't figure out.

You've already figured it out. He has helped you. You were lied to and He made it very clear they were lying to you and they weren't sent by Him. You have a high standard of honesty with people you deal with. I hope you have the same standard of honesty with yourself even when it hurts. The honesty toward others is important, but what can be more honest than not lying to ourselves?

Instead of being here to save a group of people, maybe your prayers are being answered by you being saved BY a group of people.

Many of us have told you the spirits you are communicating with aren't acting in your best interest. They aren't from God. They are liars and deceivers.

As much as that hurts or angers you, you'll notice that those same people have been here for you from day one and they are still here.

It was nice of you to share with us Chip. Thank you for that. The pain will someday end. When the time is right. Not by our measure of time, but by the measure of a Higher Power. Hang in there.
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I write to those who could have stood with me, it wasnít your strength that fail you in your hour of temptation.
Oh GOD help me, your son is trying to speak.
You see it was your wisdom that breaks that fall, the fear is only too real. Powers from worlds unseen. When they show their selves to you. Lean not on your own understanding, but trust your god, he bought this day, he also bought the man that stands here.
Want not the things of this world, yearn for the things in your heart. Desire to see the face of GOD! The one who made all things.
You all stand at that door, the same door a 17 year old child stood at.
You life has become the stage, this choice, the next one decides all things to come.
Chose to follow me, as I follow the one who came before me.
Donít let the ease of what you see forsake you, take the harder road, the wise path. The path few walk.
GOD speaks to me now, he says, I am with you! My chosen few. Leave the things of this world behind.
We must prepare, we are going to war
The victory is ours. The blood of an innocence man has shown us the way.
Donít let their good looks and smooth tongues, fool you.
This is your day, take back what is yours, it is not the things of this world, but it was your heart you turned against, turn back now. While there is still time.
Love is the great gift, die tryingÖ
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YIKES! No to the bolded.

Exodus 33:20
But He said, "You cannot see My face, for no man can see Me and live!"
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Chip believes Barry Manilow is one of the most evil singers out there.

Have you ever heard of Beyonce, Lady GaGa, all the other alleged MK Ultra puppets? You'll find them a bit more extreme that the man who sang 'Mandy.
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that's the best you got fly. see folks here is how one person uses his GOD given free will. he uses his words to tear down. this is stage one of evil! your going in one dirrection or the other. no one sits the fence...
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Not my words, Chipster...your words.

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satan is a pussy, sorry ladies, but he just tricked the ppl. he is a very good looking guy with long blond hair, he writes the song for the bad rock bands, liston to the words it's all true, zepplin,barry madalow, black sabet. all the rich and powerful, know who they work for. i work for GOD who is far greater than any power known, the HOLY SPIRIT is a bad boy, and Jesus is a man's man, the church has wimped him out, the bad boy Jesus got up on a cross. that takes balls!!!

all yall stop right now, go to youtube, look up barry mayalow, liston to these songs, tell me what you think?

one voice in the darkness, i write the songs.

he is singing about the devil, i could go on and on. it all true, most have been tricked. it's not too late. we can make it right. you have to hunble yourself first...


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these ppl live in a place i would never want to go. fair tell land. like the barry manilow thing, mman go read the words, for that mater flip your radio on, most hist records or bands play some type of appreation to there god. the stones, please to me you. go down the list, every one.


Does God speak to you through Barry Manilow songs, Chip? Or Barry Madalow? Or Barry Mayalow?


And what artists do you like? Go on, you must tell us. We all want to know.

And I bet you, one of us can uncover something sordid, evil, satanic or dubious about your favourite singer.

In Jesus' love.

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fly i liked them all, i didn't see nothing wrong with it for a while, a long while. i didn't know anything but the ways of the world. no one said a word. the church didn't make sense to me, the people all seemed fake. no one came running when i was down, when i needed help, when i cried, no one and i mean no one cared! the pain was overwhelming at times and for long periods. i just waited in the darkness hoping something better was somewhere, any where i would go. i wanted it to be about something other than rent, bills, broken lies.
i made some bad mistakes and beged GOD to answer, i longed for death many days, anything was better than what i had found. the questions, all the questions, but no answers. the tuffist part most days. was it only about pain and suffering, does anyone hurt like me? on and on it went, year after horrable year, i found no answers, yet had them all.
i was lost, now i am found, i did nothing but say thank you and pass on what i have been shown.
i wish no one any harm, i want to bring hope to that person who is hanging by a thread. i hang by the same thread some days. i pray out loud. the only thing that has truly changed, is i know i am being heard and so are all of you... he is listening, talk to him. GOD, JESUS,and the HOLY SPIRIT. and a host of others.
the bad people are fixing to make their way onto the world stage with powers that are godlike, don't be fooled. don't take the mark, being willing to die!
if you hate me for that, the truth, i am ok with that. i have not lied, not once, only misunderstood, this is each of your own fight, be there for the fight, don't give in! i will help you all i can when the time come.
together we will stand...
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The face of evil.

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All bow down before the antichrist

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I'm coming after you, Chip!

Tonight, the Leopard Lounge.

Tomorrow, the World!



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I'm coming after you, Chip!

Tonight, the Leopard Lounge.

Tomorrow, the World!



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it you can read between the lines, don't sweat it, just keep moving. been alive forever, in your soul, the war rages inside you.


once on the peir show, he was asked if he had ever had a broken heart, his answer was no. what? only one who does not love could do such a thing...
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Wow, Chip. That's a really nice share and it was good reading. This little thing kept popping up though, that you will hate me if I say it, but am going to anyway.

Some of the parts remind me of that saying, "can't see the forest for the trees."

First of all, it would be hard to convince me that your mother doesn't love you. She might be at her wits end and worried and wishing she could help but not knowing how to even begin.

A mother loves her son. It's just the way it is. Maybe somewhere, there's a mother that doesn't. How I wish you and your mother could sit down with a neutral 3rd person and express your feelings.

Sometimes people relate love to giving things. The paint job your mother gave you might have been saying what she couldn't. "I'm proud of you Son, and I love you."

It's sad that you carry the pain, even sadder if the pain you feel is based on something that might not be what it seems. What I'm seeing from some of what you've said, is a mother that might not have the best parenting skills or know how to handle situations or show her love in a way a child/young adult needs to be shown.

The second thing, about the spirits. You've explained how you hold yourself to high standards of truthfulness, and it's right that you would do the same for them. If they were really angels, or from God they wouldn't be lying to you.

It's refreshing though, that you've acknowledged that they aren't being truthful. That's a huge step and it had to have been hard to accept.

Now, the forest for the trees. You asked God to help you or remove you from the scene because of the visions that you can't figure out.

You've already figured it out. He has helped you. You were lied to and He made it very clear they were lying to you and they weren't sent by Him. You have a high standard of honesty with people you deal with. I hope you have the same standard of honesty with yourself even when it hurts. The honesty toward others is important, but what can be more honest than not lying to ourselves?

Instead of being here to save a group of people, maybe your prayers are being answered by you being saved BY a group of people.

Many of us have told you the spirits you are communicating with aren't acting in your best interest. They aren't from God. They are liars and deceivers.

As much as that hurts or angers you, you'll notice that those same people have been here for you from day one and they are still here.

It was nice of you to share with us Chip. Thank you for that. The pain will someday end. When the time is right. Not by our measure of time, but by the measure of a Higher Power. Hang in there.
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nine i would go into greater detail if i thought it would change one thing. i have my proof, same as my brother, calling once a year is one type of love i guess. i believe on some small level they do, but i watched them do things for my brother and waited for my turn, even made it a point to call them on it.
not once have any of them came to visit me in the jails, hospitals, etc. when my first wife lied and had me removed from my kids and home, they came and took me to the homeless shelter, or at least tried. i got out of the car and walked off in the dead of a fed. night. suitcase in hand. i could go on for hours with storys such as these.
when kidnapped by a fag and held overnight, some 18 hours then set free, i called from a payphone out some long dusty rd. her complaint was if you want to stay out all night, don't lie about it. never called the police and both of my parents still call it a lie 31 yrs later! why? it don'y matter now.
i am sure they love on some small level, they have much more in them, i have watched.
as to the angels, we have had our fights, GOD has answered many of my questions as to them. it's the best i got as of now. i'll take the unknown over the known. that is kinda where i stand, maybe foolishly, but i found what i was looking for, still don't fully understand, but the same GOD that saved me from that fag with a loaded 45 in his underwear, will save me this day too...
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That's a whole lot of pain to deal with Chip. Wish there was something I could say other than I'm sorry. Sometimes things just aren't fair but knowing that doesn't help deal with the pain. If there's any good from it, it's probably helped you to be a good Dad to your boys, knowing how important it is that they feel wanted and loved. Something every child should have. I wish you'd have had it.
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speaking of that cop/ fag that took and held me for over 18 hrs. i was 16 yrs old, afraid of of my mind, he took me to an boarded up house and locked me inside as he undressed and tired to have his way with me. man was i afraid, tears streaming down my face.
i was with a co-worker at the time i was a dish washer at a steak house, he took me and no one even looked for him. my parents refused to hear one word. i was so mad i could have scream.
these are the people who claim to have your back. i knew i was screwed from even before this day, but this day was the nail in the coffin.
i have a warm place in my heart for the orphan, those without parents, i know their pain, their struggles. just finding a reason to live comes hard.
after having all the women, i felt empty, almost dead. what not? it was a real question.
i called out to GOD, sure he would show himself in some tiny way. and he did, but i couldn't be sure i wasn't just fooling myself.
many and i mean many strange events happen before July 31 2006. but that day changed my life, my dreams. i am alive today because of those events and those events only...
thank you nine for your kind words. i need them more than people understand. i know i come off hard and stupid, but it the real me. not holding nothing back on here, maybe i should, but then it wouldn't be me...
thank you again nine, a kind word has ripples too
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Chip.

You said you were one of the 2 Witnesses.

Is this still true?

You told us you were.

Please answer.

I think I speak for all of us when I say we all want to know.

In Jesusí name.

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Chip.

You said you were one of the 2 Witnesses.

Is this still true?

You told us you were.

Please answer.

I think I speak for all of us when I say we all want to know.

In Jesusí name.

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Chip.

You said you were one of the 2 Witnesses.

Is this still true?

You told us you were.

Please answer.

I think I speak for all of us when I say we all want to know.

In Jesusí name.

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Chip.

You said you were one of the 2 Witnesses.

Is this still true?

You told us you were.

Please answer.

I think I speak for all of us when I say we all want to know.

In Jesusí name.

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Chip,

Hope the question is clear,

Thanks.


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Chip.

You said you were one of the 2 Witnesses.

Is this still true?

You told us you were.

Please answer.

I think I speak for all of us when I say we all want to know.

In Jesusí name.

Superflyscot
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fly, you make it hard for me to remain honest. i see your replys and then read some of the things i have wrote, it feels a bit strange. i see my honesty as silly, after reading the neg. replys. you know like when you ask a fat woman, when it due? i just want to run and hide. i am quite honest and some times, most times honesty looks stupid to most.
one time in jr. high a girl told me in front of the whole class, i was the smartest dumm guy she had every met. it took me years to understand what she meant...

yes i believe i am "one of the two". i based that on two things. one, GOD said "i support what you chose" and two, the many strange (i can't spell this word and most times nether can spell checker) quiescence in and threw out my life.

one of them being that girl i met back on new years eve, that broke my heart all those yrs. she was born on 7-21-64. i remember crying (i'm not even remotely a sissy) every yr as her birthday rolled around, the strange #7 birth mark on my hand, my birth date. just to name a few. a very few. they are many strange things tied to my life and name.

never put it together until the angels brought them all to my attention.

my name and it's meaning in Hebrew, my second wife's name and the number of days between our birthdays. nitgo, hence, medigo, 42 days between,her middle son's name zach,spell the same way the bible does, the first guy to speak of the two, i believe.

i could go on and on with these strange twist of fates. not counting my strange visitors and who they say they are.

it still don't make me "one of the two". time will tell huh?

i went to two braves games, from age 0 to 18, at the second game Hank Arron hit a high foul ball which, just in the nick of time i moved and it landed in my seat and bounce off my back, only for another fan to get that ball. Hank Arron's number was 44.

the number guy a few reply back has the whole number thing mostly right, GOD's number is 4.

last and not least, i'm still here. please don't take my honesty as weak or stupid. i am neither.
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speaking of that cop/ fag that took and held me for over 18 hrs. i was 16 yrs old, afraid of of my mind, he took me to an boarded up house and locked me inside as he undressed and tired to have his way with me. man was i afraid, tears streaming down my face.
i was with a co-worker at the time i was a dish washer at a steak house, he took me and no one even looked for him. my parents refused to hear one word. i was so mad i could have scream.
these are the people who claim to have your back. i knew i was screwed from even before this day, but this day was the nail in the coffin.
i have a warm place in my heart for the orphan, those without parents, i know their pain, their struggles. just finding a reason to live comes hard.
after having all the women, i felt empty, almost dead. what not? it was a real question.
i called out to GOD, sure he would show himself in some tiny way. and he did, but i couldn't be sure i wasn't just fooling myself.
many and i mean many strange events happen before July 31 2006. but that day changed my life, my dreams. i am alive today because of those events and those events only...
thank you nine for your kind words. i need them more than people understand. i know i come off hard and stupid, but it the real me. not holding nothing back on here, maybe i should, but then it wouldn't be me...
thank you again nine, a kind word has ripples too
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The thanks goes to you Chip, for the kind words. You're right, everyone does need it and your words are very appreciated.

The incident with that cop would have been terrifying at any age. He should have been in prison. It's terrible that no one helped you and that he didn't have to answer for his crimes. Some day though, he will. There is a Supreme law and Judge that no one can hide or escape from.

Bless you for having a warm place in your heart for orphans and those without parents. In the heart of every child in that position, is hope that somewhere, someone cares.

It's good that you took your pain and channelled it into caring for others, and found some hard truths yourself. What you mentioned about after having all the women, and you felt empty. It's too bad more people can't learn that satisfying the physical needs doesn't satisfy the mental and emotional ones. Lots of wisdom there. Some people never learn it.

You know you come across as hard and stupid? That isn't true at all. Don't let anyone make you feel that way. You have a choice of whether or not to accept that wrong judgment. Make a choice to not accept it.

You're proving that you don't have to understand where you came from to know where you're going. You're moving ahead. Thank you again for sharing.
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thank you nine, this place was meant to be hard, but we as people get to choice how we respond to each other. we can chose to become hard and non-caring as the world show us or we can pray for the wisdom and STRENGTH to over come what we know is wrong.

i think back over my life and remember how complete strangers have had profound effects on me. by things they said or did. i wish i would have said, hey. THANK YOU letting them know their efforts were not vain.

for those paying attention, GOD is busy proving he loves you. coming from a guy like me, that is saying something. thru it all i would claim to have seen the face of GOD on the faces of people he put in my life.

going back to that day in the six grade, out crying on the back steps of the school yard. that woman sat down and cried with me, holding me, for quite a while i might add. she told me to write it all down it would help someone else some day. that day was the face of GOD or at least one of them. i have been writing every since that day. no one reads my stuff, but it sure got me thru the hardest times.
i know in my heart, GOD reads every word!!!
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Re: oct 31---things are going to change forever
btw, i'm about 99.99999999 per cent sure i'm one of the two, based on things i can't discuss here.

it really don't matter what i say or think, when the time comes and it's coming, use your own free will and make good sound choices based on what is right and what your actions do or don't do to others.

love like today is your last day, it just might be...

each and every word coming out of your mouths are being heard and actions are being made to help or hurt you. chose wisely your actions, they all matter. your words carry alot of weight also, think before you speak. i am the world worst, but i try and try again, inching my way toward perfection...

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