man nine, your ready on top of your game, you ask good questions and your closer to knowing those answers for your self than you think.

i will take a longer look at your post tomorrow and try to help you find the answers you seek. you are much closer to finding them for yourself than you think. you are asking yourself the right questions already.

GOD likes for us to work thru the question and answer parts on our own, because once we find the answers on our own and GOD confirms them for you and he will. he is working one on one with you on a daily basic. ask these very questions in your prayers when you talk with him in your private place. you'll find he will answer each and every question in real time in your life, now that your eyes are fully open, your relationship will take off at light speed. your father will take the time with him daughter to help you find each and every answer. this is what he longs for in each of us. a real conversation. he sits right in front of you, ask away.

GOD is a logical thinking and reasoning person, but with great wisdom and power. the bible speaks of the deep thoughts of GOD. i once ask him, what are your deep thoughts, sir. the answer was mind blowing. then i began to struggle with such a smart and wise man, how it must be hard working with me. i am one of the slower learner, his patieace was the key. he wants me to find my own answers. once i learn them thru hard thought provoking hours, it is much harder for me to be decieved. so it makes sence from both views. i can stand firm on truths we found together. we have a great and wonderful father, friend, and GOD. each one needed at different times. he has been there for me thur it all. from tears to laughter.

i long to go home to the place i have found, where the people have found their way to the truth and agree with it as a whole. love is the only rule.

check back tomorrow, i will look deeper into each question and do the best i can to help you find what i have found. i'm still on the road to total peace, the walk is tough but worth it at the end of the day.


glad what i said made some kind of sence, my word don't come easy most of the time. i fight the good fight as i see you have been doing also. this bring me comfort, that i'm not alone in my search. it appears most of the world just don't care. well we do huh nine, we do...thank you, chip