You can start by emptying your brain of all the religious programming forced into it while you were a child. Start meditating, or if thats too time consuming, take the easy path and experiment with your consciousness through artificial means. There's no need for a middleman between you and whatever God is or isn't.

The fact that you think I'm pro-murder because I am an American is a testament to your ignorance. Ever think about the fact that we are all human? and that dividing lines that separate our countries are not physical nor biological? That is the same idiotic outlook that has kept our species fighting since the beginning. How can you call yourself a Christian when you do such things?