Existence, Your Nature and Why You Are Here [Ask About This and I Shall Answer]

No it does not help.

Because it already becomes you natural way of perceiving things in the "afterlife".

I am sure it must be confusing.

I am sorry.

Do you better keep your memories from life to life that way I mean?

They are always removed, no way to resist I am sorry.

Only thing you can do, is that you try to be more spiritual and take your chance on someone.

There is a way OP and there is resistance on the other SIDE ...!

Love and light spirituality is a fallacy. You come as close to the truth as becoming a nun (all the while I know now what for damage the vows of a nun are doing from life to life).

If I can't resist, I will make my bed out of it but will not take spirituality out of a blackmail.

So what you are saying is that there is no way of fighting the bastards that do the memory wipe. That sucks donkey dicks.

WOW. Is that the reason I was placed on a gang stalking list ?

From my research it seems that the illumanati are actually the ones behind the practice of gang stalking.

Wow!

Correct, but till they reach this side, I am afraid that your own chances are limited.

You and I have a very different idea of spirituality and I hate nuns.

Not by you while you are like this.

But others are fighting and until they reach here, I am afraid you have nothing to do but work on your self.

If you are what I think you are I think so because I told you to get lost.

We have OUR own GRID OP they can't stop IT ...!

We have many Operator(s) on both SIDE here and there ..!

Try not to be bitter.

I am afraid I am not lost.

I know exactly where I am and what I can do.

Unlike you. Try to work on that.

You are to be commended on such morale. I am not against you.

Aha this is a great help. Will try to remember. Until the next wipe out at least.

I really am sorry. But this will change, I hope.

I sincerely hope so.

I only have one question.

Why am I being "haunted by demons" since I was a young child probably since I was 4 or 5? I first had sleep paralysis when I was about 4 and I saw grey aliens at my bed. Now im in my early 20's and I have had sleep paralysis every night for weeks now... Fake planes and choppers flying over my house and I have "demons" that pretend to be stars,satellites, birds, planes, choppers, bugs and bats all around my house day and night for months and months.

What did I do to make demons infest my life? Why are they attacking me in my sleep? Am I food for them? Why me?

Against me OR not Doesn't matter OP we know that The magnetic field also keeps of the lower etheric and astral in check.

The etheric field and magnetic field are tied together and what affects one affects the other.

See the etheric frequency rises and the magnetic fields goes in and out of phase.

That Magnetic Field is going DOWN ....Many know this.

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Casual amusement.

Lols OP. Well of course I am bitter. But you didnt't answer my question.

Was I placed on a gang stalking list by the illumanati because I knew too much, was a threat to their plans and they needed to disempower me ?

Both sides want the magnetic shield down.

Although one side wants to have to be able to put it back after they are done.

No.

You are hurt by other people, but wish it is the Illuminati for various emotional reasons.

Not if The Black Sun VRIL is DOWN OP.

No More Grid for THEM.

But a new ONE for Humanity without the Controller in the background...!

I have read your thead looking for a spark of truth that would help me know that I have found another.

Answer these questions and maybe I will see you...

Is all knowledge good?

What is the purpose of religion?

Why are right brain thoughts so important?

What is the one most important thing we need to spend more time doing?

Is there a God ... where?

I dont believe that. There has to be a reason. No one else in my household experiences these things only me. What could be so amusing about me and not anyone else that lives in my house? It doesn't make sense.

The Black Vril will fall on 2013 September at midnight, in quite a rural area.

You will have very little to do with it.

1. Yes.

2. To make a rapport between you and several entities.

3. Because they help generate energy.

4. Trying to know your relations to all that is around you.

5. Many. Where you cannot see them unless you have eyes.

I am sorry.