I "woke up" about 6 mos ago when I also learned all the deceit of the money system and the puppets who try to play our god! All this stuff I now know I would never had dreamed of but just was a busy slave to their system. For many years I did know inside that something wasn't right. I have been preparing for disaster by storing a little food etc. You can't hide in a bunker if the real end does come so I'm not at all worried. I am a genuine "good person" which can make me believe and want to help the deceitful(wolfs in sheep clothing) but I now know this as well and will trust my first instinc always from here on out!