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i once was a militant atheist who made fun of believers... now im starting to believe...
im i starting to become insane or something? :\
i dont have any empirical proof that god exists, but i feel something i cant explain, like a feeling that i feel but its not being generated by my brain, and and looking for answers, and even not having any evidence of a Metaphysical Creator im starting to beleve even more...
Am i becoming insane or what? My whole life i always made fun of religious ppl, i even use to say that they are all a bunch of irational paranoid fools, and now im starting to feel something that even i cant use any objective arguments to explain.. And then i turned agnosting some years ago, and then i started to look for answers (you know... those science cant and will never answer) in the occult, in the holy Quran, in the Bible, in the Torah, in Paganism, you name it. An im starting to believe that there is something that its not a white shiny bearded man (that is just a biblical idol to represent the creator) and im totally confused... because i dont know if i am becoming insane, or im starting to get in contact with something that i used not to belive...

I really need answers, but where i live its a totally catholic turf, and i dont like catholics because of the involved hipocrisy . I wanted more of a neutral, non-religious , point of view. I know Kaballah, but i cant learn it because in my country they only know about Priests, Popes and bishops, i think there arent even jewish people in my country lol, but whatever,
i really need answers! any help?
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Re: i once was a militant atheist who made fun of believers... now im starting to believe...
no amount of philosophical and theological speculation will ever bring you certainty... the only way to truth is through subjective experience... go within yourself and you will find God... IT is YOU.
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If you are already confused, you came to the exact wrong place. This place is overrun with religious clones who are poised to regurgitate their noxious pabulum 24/7 - so look out and beware.

If you look for something or someone you refer to as "god" you will not find it. The term alone is but a personal construct that people create for themselves. It may or may not mean or represent the same thing to any two people. So, in the end, you chase shadows of your own creation.


Is there an embedded intelligent host consciousness to all that is? Perhaps. I do submit there had to be an initial consciousness to tweak creation into existence. But if you place your human needs on it in order to "know" it, then you will fall into the trap of also placing a human body around it, complete with sandals and a penis - and then you will really fall overboard.


All that matters is that you are connected to all that is. So to know anything outside of you is a function of expanding "you" in consciousness to realize that connection and to become the seat of all knowing and all-beingness.


Western religion is exoteric. It places truth, god, etc outside of you and then makes it a horse race to an imaginary finish line to find these things before you die or suffer eternal separation. Not only is that fear-based and universally misconstructed, it is plain stupid.
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langauge corrupts the argument of god

god is god, I am I
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Don't listen to these new aged spaced out idiots. Jesus is the one true light in this world.

Prepare yourself, you know its a must.
Gotta have a friend in Jesus.
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And as I predicted. Here we have it and now it starts. the march of the clones. They will take you by the hand and march you in circles until you are so confused you forgot why you posted. These people are mindless robots. If you listen to them, that only shows that you are mindless too.
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no amount of philosophical and theological speculation will ever bring you certainty... the only way to truth is through subjective experience... go within yourself and you will find God... IT is YOU.
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iamwith
Pray
Meditate
Ask within
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then i turned agnosting some years ago, and then i started to look for answers (you know... those science cant and will never answer) in the occult, in the holy Quran, in the Bible, in the Torah, in Paganism, you name it. An im starting to believe that there is something that its not a white shiny bearded man (that is just a biblical idol to represent the creator) and im totally confused... because i dont know if i am becoming insane, or im starting to get in contact with something that i used not to belive...
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I did the same path my friend. Tried out the occult, Extraterrestrials as our creators (boy did that open some wonky doors), Wicca, etc...but it all left me still feeling half full.

Started talking to God again and reading the Bible. Over the years I've felt myself becoming the person I was meant to be. Feeling a love I never felt when I studied other belief systems. You'll get a lot of animosity from ppl who have a hard time with this. I always find it funny that so many wish to debunk Christianity. It's kinda like the game Carmen Sandiego, you know you're on the right path when you see henchmen popping up all over. :)
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"Draw nigh unto God and He will draw night unto you." James 4:8
The Truth About Thread: The FINAL EVENTS Of Bible Prophecy

"We here are of the conviction that the papacy is the seat of the true and real Antichrist." - Martin Luther (Aug. 18, 1520)

"While God has given ample evidence for faith, He will never remove all excuse for unbelief. All who look for hooks to hang their doubts upon will find them. And those who refuse to accept and obey God's Word until every objection has been removed, and there is no longer an opportunity for doubt, will never come to the light" (The Great Controversy, p. 527).

"Jesus did not come to change the law, but he came to explain it, and that very fact shows that it remains, for there is no need to explain that which is abrogated." - Charles Spurgeon

"Jesuit Adam Weishaupt established the modern version of the Illuminati specifically to be a front organization behind which the Jesuits could hide. After being formally abolished by Pope Clement XIV in 1773, the Jesuits used the Illuminati and other organizations to carry out their operations. Thus, the front organizations would be blamed for the trouble caused by the Jesuits."
Bill Hughes (Author of The Secret Terrorists and The Enemy Unmasked)
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And as I predicted. Here we have it and now it starts. the march of the clones. They will take you by the hand and march you in circles until you are so confused you forgot why you posted. These people are mindless robots. If you listen to them, that only shows that you are mindless too.
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You're no help either STFU

OP. It's your journey. educate yourself the best way you know how. You'll arrive right where you're supposed to. The poster I quoted wants to interject his negativity, he can't give you help either. This is for you and only you.

I know it's vague, it's supposed to be. Your spirituality is not supposed to fit a design, it was never supposed to.
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And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. ~Jeremiah 29:13
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'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me.

Jesus Christ
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OP; My hope is that you are experiencing a call to God in these final days. You are truly one of the lucky ones. I cannot answer the whys or even the hows.. but it is truth. Be open to the power, pray to God that if is he is real that he will show you the way to salvation. I'm exceedingly happy for you.
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Find your own spiritual path. You are in danger because of your spiritual awakening and sensitivity to be conned by the dogma of one of the slave cults such as islam or christianity. Find your own path, and good luck on your spiritual journey.
Another day in eternity, basking in the reflected vortex of the chaotic light and the homogeneous metallic quantum foam.
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"militant atheist"???

nice try religitard. stick to your campaign of fear for recruitment, it's worked for years.
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OP, you don't call out for God, he calls out for you. When he calls for you, he is bringing His children home. I tried to run even with Satan's help. When Satan knew I was serious about learning the bible, he was pissed and put obstacles in my path. Embrace you are being called, ask for guidance and understanding. I tried attending church and tried several different ones, but never found one I fit into. I belong to Jesus's church, not a church of this world. My suggestion to you would be to start with the book of John in the New Testament. The Bible does not have to be read in chronological order. A good website to visit for questions is gracethrufaith.com. Read back over all the questions posted by readers and it will help give you an understanding. I hope this helps you and good luck on your journey.
John 3:16 - For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

Psalm 141:10 - Let the wicked fall into thier own nets, While I escape safely.
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then i turned agnosting some years ago, and then i started to look for answers (you know... those science cant and will never answer) in the occult, in the holy Quran, in the Bible, in the Torah, in Paganism, you name it. An im starting to believe that there is something that its not a white shiny bearded man (that is just a biblical idol to represent the creator) and im totally confused... because i dont know if i am becoming insane, or im starting to get in contact with something that i used not to belive...
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1557875


I did the same path my friend. Tried out the occult, Extraterrestrials as our creators (boy did that open some wonky doors), Wicca, etc...but it all left me still feeling half full.

Started talking to God again and reading the Bible. Over the years I've felt myself becoming the person I was meant to be. Feeling a love I never felt when I studied other belief systems. You'll get a lot of animosity from ppl who have a hard time with this. I always find it funny that so many wish to debunk Christianity. It's kinda like the game Carmen Sandiego, you know you're on the right path when you see henchmen popping up all over. :)
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Exactly! I was raised in the church but never truelly felt it, then i tried mysticism, kabbalism, i got caught up in these through that whole new age religion thats going crazy. i was so sure that we were in an experience of duality, and that we were all Gods, i would just star gaze all night all the time, cuz they had me feeling like i was some indigo child from the lost land of atlantis which brought all the divine beings from some other galaxy. Then i started doing some research on the names of all the archangels and enlightened ones, and i realized that this coincided with a deception that i read of before in the bible, then i looked up the book of enoch, and i suuddenly realized that every name used by these arch angels or enlightened ones was a name of a fallen angel. And these fallen angels where angels that had essentially sided with lucifer the angel of "light" in the great battle. At that point i realized that no matter how far i strayed away, Jesus never gives up on me, i mean i was just as far away as possible, and he still loved me enough to peacefullly show me the truth. And it just sunk so deeply inside, that there was a love so much deeper then i could ever fathom, i deep deep love, a kind love, a Patient and peaceful love. From then on, i gave my life fully to Jesus Christ, and in doing this, a big comfirmation that i recieved, that showed me i was on the right path, was that i felt that i had become the person that i was always ment to be. Its something so beautiful, that there aint a book on this earth that has a word vast enough to describe it. My friend, simply say his name Jesus.. Yeshua. Even the power in his name will resonate in your heart like a resounding gong that thrusts you in to peace :)
God Bless you my friend, and my the Lord our God be with you!!
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Is evidence not the best truth? I have seen God's power with my own brain and eyes and another witness was there and saw the same thing.

This was in answer to prayer to the HEAVENLY FATHER to send angels for me.

He sent them and it was like special effects in the movies yet it was actually happening and completely delivered me out of a terrible situation.

That deliverance happened when I was 7 years old, and is still ongoing to this day.

Believe me when I say God and Jesus are real and asking Christ to be your savior is the only way to salvation and happiness in this life.

Don't worry about the sins of other people or "holy churches" God is the ultimate judge, and we must learn to forgive even those who would kill us.

All you need to know to be saved in the following link.

[link to www.jesus2020.com]
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Go within... that's where the answers are. Take some quiet time each day to ask your creator and the answers will come. I don't believe there's any one religion that can be pointed to, to say here it is... or there it is, but there are truths to be found in bits and pieces I believe.

But you have to follow your own heart. If you ask sincerely of God to lead you, then he will. Have patience, because it can be a long journey and life can distract you at times.

You're probably feeling this tug, because the truth is that this is a world of illusion and our true source is from our Creator and each of us come from him, clothed in this earthly body. Someday, when we die, we will depart from this body and return to our source. You might want to check out nderf.org. They have lots of stories of people who passed over and came back. On the tab to the left there is one with the stories, it's labeled "Current NDE's".
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OP, you don't call out for God, he calls out for you. When he calls for you, he is bringing His children home. I tried to run even with Satan's help. When Satan knew I was serious about learning the bible, he was pissed and put obstacles in my path. Embrace you are being called, ask for guidance and understanding. I tried attending church and tried several different ones, but never found one I fit into. I belong to Jesus's church, not a church of this world. My suggestion to you would be to start with the book of John in the New Testament. The Bible does not have to be read in chronological order. A good website to visit for questions is gracethrufaith.com. Read back over all the questions posted by readers and it will help give you an understanding. I hope this helps you and good luck on your journey.
 Quoting: txtrblmkr

bump what a great personal story and advice!

[link to www.gotquestions.org]

[link to www.raptureready.com]

[link to www.gotquestions.org]

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OP, if I were to ask you to talk to me on a messenger that I may help you with religion, will you agree?
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kabbalah is black magic, all you need is a KJV bible and read away
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KJV to burn tht shit
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Jesus is calling you OP

The good shepard leaves the 99 sheep in the pen to find the one lost one.

You can try other things if you want but they will only slow down your path to glory.

Try praying to God the Father of Jesus Christ and see if you feel anything.

Good luck and enjoy the ride.
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im i starting to become insane or something? :\
i dont have any empirical proof that god exists, but i feel something i cant explain, like a feeling that i feel but its not being generated by my brain, and and looking for answers, and even not having any evidence of a Metaphysical Creator im starting to beleve even more...
Am i becoming insane or what? My whole life i always made fun of religious ppl, i even use to say that they are all a bunch of irational paranoid fools, and now im starting to feel something that even i cant use any objective arguments to explain.. And then i turned agnosting some years ago, and then i started to look for answers (you know... those science cant and will never answer) in the occult, in the holy Quran, in the Bible, in the Torah, in Paganism, you name it. An im starting to believe that there is something that its not a white shiny bearded man (that is just a biblical idol to represent the creator) and im totally confused... because i dont know if i am becoming insane, or im starting to get in contact with something that i used not to belive...

I really need answers, but where i live its a totally catholic turf, and i dont like catholics because of the involved hipocrisy . I wanted more of a neutral, non-religious , point of view. I know Kaballah, but i cant learn it because in my country they only know about Priests, Popes and bishops, i think there arent even jewish people in my country lol, but whatever,
i really need answers! any help?
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there is more involved. hidden sciences and such. did you know that chemistry was once referred to as alchemy? if you want the most clear of what is going on, i suggest [link to www.jw.org] this is probably the best source if Christianity floats your boat. most accurate in terms of what the bible really say imho
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no amount of philosophical and theological speculation will ever bring you certainty... the only way to truth is through subjective experience... go within yourself and you will find God... IT is YOU.
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but even if you find out that 'it is you', don't lose control of yourself.

you can still get knocked the fuck out...because 'god is others' as well.
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satan is calling
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Find your own spiritual path. You are in danger because of your spiritual awakening and sensitivity to be conned by the dogma of one of the slave cults such as islam or christianity. Find your own path, and good luck on your spiritual journey.
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lol Mrvortex666 the name says it all, you can take your deception with you, now begone!
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im i starting to become insane or something? :\
i dont have any empirical proof that god exists, but i feel something i cant explain, like a feeling that i feel but its not being generated by my brain, and and looking for answers, and even not having any evidence of a Metaphysical Creator im starting to beleve even more...
Am i becoming insane or what? My whole life i always made fun of religious ppl, i even use to say that they are all a bunch of irational paranoid fools, and now im starting to feel something that even i cant use any objective arguments to explain.. And then i turned agnosting some years ago, and then i started to look for answers (you know... those science cant and will never answer) in the occult, in the holy Quran, in the Bible, in the Torah, in Paganism, you name it. An im starting to believe that there is something that its not a white shiny bearded man (that is just a biblical idol to represent the creator) and im totally confused... because i dont know if i am becoming insane, or im starting to get in contact with something that i used not to belive...

I really need answers, but where i live its a totally catholic turf, and i dont like catholics because of the involved hipocrisy . I wanted more of a neutral, non-religious , point of view. I know Kaballah, but i cant learn it because in my country they only know about Priests, Popes and bishops, i think there arent even jewish people in my country lol, but whatever,
i really need answers! any help?
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You're not going insane. You're just waking up to reality that many are blinded to. I believe God is speaking to your heart, revealing his existence. Try praying, talk to him and seek answers. Ask him to reveal himself to you.

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