Adding to the question above, being that you already are doing all of the things your trying to get us to, is there room for your perspective to be altered along with ours on these massive input events? What does one who can create, be, do every and anything they wish do after years of doing so?
And adding to the golf dilemma, in the Genius section of the ecsys site you often encourage us to use things simialar to what we want to bring it more into our perspective. What I'm starting to realize through your comments is we need not focus much at all on what we want but more so on what is keeping what we want away. Finding out what that is besides it being a stroke of luck may prove tremendously tedious if not impossible to one without extreme discipline and patience. Not saying I'm not willing to put in the work, but it makes me think, this is a give and take type of game. What if you come to find that what is holding your intent back is something more meaningful to you than the intent itself? Is the lesson ultimately to shift through all our desires and intents to realize that there is only 1 real intention? What is it thats holding your perspective back from getting the point across to us here and now? Or do you even want us to really get it?