Being seeing the number 11:11 on my clock for the past month.

Also being seeing 911 511 212 and 111. What does this mean??

Also I know a lot about the New World Order and practically research about it all the time and get paranoid about it. And think the government is gonna stage attacks everywhere all the time, I see helicopters in the sky all the time and once I was with my friend in the backyard at night and told him, and he said "bullshit" and 3 seconds later a black low flying helicopter with intense search light comes over and we start running. I thing the government is always tracking me/following me/ or listening to me.

When I smoke weed and watch politicians speaking, it's so funny because you can tell they are bullshitting and the weed for some reason helps you see the real world. I mean why didn't they teach us in schools that there are very rich people conspiring to set up a one world government and to have plans to kill 90% of the population. And when I think about it, especially when I'm high it seems to be like some sci-fi horror film, all of it. The TSA the tele screens in wall mart, the FEMA Camps and the riot police that remind you of Empire Stormtroopers. I mean WTF 12 Years of school and they don't even bother to tell you that "hey there's crazy psycho scientists and billionares that hate you and humanity and are out to kill everyone and merge with machines and control you and chip you." And when you think about that shit and how that shit is actually true i's pretty scary. Does anyone understand what I'm saying?