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Message Subject Training my energy and actually making progress! :D
Poster Handle lovelyendeavor
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Uggg... another reason I want my powers is to be able to get as far away as possible from these wastes of space that call themselves my family.

I'm mostly blind, dropped out of university because I kept getting attacked by the "paranormal" and couldn't deal with the stress of it, don't have a job for the same reasons, and hold beliefs because of my experiences that my family writes off as simply crazy.

My ONLY hope for escape is to be able to fly and disown these worthless excuses for people more than I already have. With my eyes its not even like I can just run away and expect to make it on the streets or in the wild.

And these people have complete dominance over me. My "sister" decides to kick me out whenever I "act like an ass" or disrespect other members of my so-called "family". Doesn't matter what actually happened, any and all disrespect is met with by a crackdown. And its not like I can just hop in my own car and leave for my own home because I don't have any.

And yes she decided to just kick me out again for the weekend. Its amazing I haven't just beaten her fat bitch ass to death and run away myself despite the risks.

I am the failed child because I didn't conform to the "go to school, get a job, make lots of money" religion like they did. And frankly I doubt they're even capable of comprehending why. Oh yes, I've tried explaining some of this to them. Apparently I'm flat out wrong and should've just stayed in school.

UUUURRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! Some days I do want to just kill them.
 Quoting: Reiz

Hahaha dude I "ran away" from my nerve wrecking family over a year ago and made a life for myself. Very ambitious, very dangerous for a naive pampered girl on her own. Refused to drop out of college and now back on track. I struggled for years in school because I kept getting attacked and nobody had the knowledge on how to prevent it from happening. Nobody knew what to do as more weird occurences continued to happen.

My parents were horribly controlling. But at least they understood what was happening, they never thought I was crazy just blessed/gifted. Luckily for me, if they didn't believe me that would have been the last straw lol.

You need to do something to make things settled in your life. Don't live like you're satisfied with the status quo!

I feel like I'm moving backwards with the whole money thing. I worked too hard to help other people and sacrifice, but I neglected myself. Now I'm trying to make money and be more "selfish" in the whole "you can't help others if you can't help yourself" attitude. Not sure if this is the wrong approach. : /
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