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Message Subject Training my energy and actually making progress! :D
Poster Handle Reiz
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Hahaha dude I "ran away" from my nerve wrecking family over a year ago and made a life for myself. Very ambitious, very dangerous for a naive pampered girl on her own. Refused to drop out of college and now back on track. I struggled for years in school because I kept getting attacked and nobody had the knowledge on how to prevent it from happening. Nobody knew what to do as more weird occurences continued to happen.

My parents were horribly controlling. But at least they understood what was happening, they never thought I was crazy just blessed/gifted. Luckily for me, if they didn't believe me that would have been the last straw lol.

You need to do something to make things settled in your life. Don't live like you're satisfied with the status quo!

I feel like I'm moving backwards with the whole money thing. I worked too hard to help other people and sacrifice, but I neglected myself. Now I'm trying to make money and be more "selfish" in the whole "you can't help others if you can't help yourself" attitude. Not sure if this is the wrong approach. : /
 Quoting: lovelyendeavor

Well I'd be happy living in the middle of the woods in the middle of nowhere. I don't like money, I don't want to charge people in order to help them. And I certainly don't want to work a job that doesn't benefit me just to get the money to buy something that does.

I've completely emotionally disowned my family but still put on a thin act for them. Really I'm only here because they provide me food and shelter and because I'm not at a state where I can actually leae and likely survive out there on my own yet.

I admit I am shamelessly and remorselessly leeching off of them. Emotionally I see them as "assets".

I would've stayed in college if all the paranormal shit hadn't started in my life, and I'd probably be a happy sheep right now. But it did happen and I had to make the hard decisions to abandon my previous dreams and do what needed doing. Actually I like my new goals WAY better than my other ones so its not so bad :P
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