Stop deluding yourself, as the evidence is very clear to see all around you... that this earth is just a tiny unstable spec in a vast chaotic bi-polar universe. with a whole range of diverse unstable bi-polar organisms fighting to live, survive and reproduce on it...and nothing more!

Furthermore, there is no such place in any realm of this universe or multiverses that are either stable, static or positive or negative (i.e. heaven and hell)..so please look again and get over it and hopefully you will realise that there is no higher purpose or meaning to organic existence ...however we are, to some degrees, very lucky just to have this rare chance and opportunity to experience, see and exist in this world in any form. But just because we can think, ponder, imagine and desire things does make them either real or possible..no matter how much we believe LOL