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Stasis, mini stasis, craft, Jupiter
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Hi NIP. Haven't talked to you in a little while. I was wondering if I could ask you a question. I went to your site and saw something on anger etc. but couldn't retain well due to my current mood.
I can't figure out what is going on with me - my life. I am suddenly so tired. I don't want to mess around anymore and don't even want to be bothered by that. I am short and matter of fact with many people...I really want to be kinder but something takes over and I just spout off some reality and am done with it. Am I making any sense?
My husband is over the edge having major depression issues. I can't be messed with anymore...stand up, fix it and move on is my motto.
My little one's (star child if you get up with that sort of thing) occupational therapist made a big deal out of me sending her to preschool today, which I can't afford because I put out so much money to therapy etc. My answer - give up the therapist and send her to preschool. I put it in an email, in a very matter of fact way. You think she needs pre-school. That may be true but something has to go in order for me to afford that and it will have to be you. I will now search for a preschool that will treat my intellegent but sensory overloaded child with dignity and appreciate that I am bleeding money faster than I can make it (please I am begging for the money system to change soon).
Am I loosing my mind or just preparing by letting go of illusion...working towards reality? This is not normal for me, but I don't feel like it's wrong either. It's almost like I suddenly got some guts and can't turn back.
Quoting: TheOracle I would say your mind is just fine. This is normal and part of the changes and I think if you are comfortable you made the right decision. We do have to stand up and not take the nonsense when its appropriate. Strange when I do it here, I usually get nailed to some cross for it. Stick with your intuition when it comes to your guts. Its important to stand in your truth and tell it as it is, unless there is personal risk in some way.  That what it means to listen within. :pansy bouquet: Thank you Candice....I know now my mind is just fine. As I said earlier, I got the confirmation I needed and I think it was orchestrated in someway by you...thank you. Candice....you have no idea what you said above. We do have to stand up and not take the nonsense when its appropriate. Strange when I do it here, I usually get nailed to some cross for it.The lights of Sirius were in a pattern that represent an ending to an initiation of the soul. This pattern was the symbol of the crucifixion initiation.... I have written about this. Our dear one, Jesus, showed people this initiation when he was embodied so that we might understand it spiritually. Unfortunately, organized religion has twisted human minds and it's true meaning was lost to many. I know you already know this. The important thing for you to see from the image of Sirius is that you were given a global confirmation that the initiation of Crucifixion is over for you! It's time to step into the next level..of course there are still people who will TRY to crucify you, but it won't matter. Just allow yourself to take on the next stage - the resurrection - the resurrection of your soul to the spirit and their joining together to continue to move forward as one unit, no longer separated by duality. It's your reward for your years upon years of service to the truth. You deserve it... In light and continued awe!
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