In meditation last night I saw the Guide that I seek. It is the Sound Consciousness of Buddhist Tradition. It is the Bell that tolls.. like the bell in the Christmas tree that rings every time an Angel gets it Wings.. remember the scene from "It's a Wonderful Life". Like that only the Connection is more like the alarm clock that you use to wake you up every morning. Listen.. see... become a part of everything around you. To see yourself become the Thought of Unity, of Oneness.. it is not evil it is the I AM. The ability to hear and see with every moment every thought. No boundaries no borders it is the way of the times. I had to think around this doom mentality as it is the SIDE STREETS that take us to our destination it is the JOURNEY that we should enjoy for the rest of life as we know it..to be.. then seamlessly go to the next phase. Yes Christmas will be different this year. Get more sleep. Pray. Rejoice! The best is yet to come.