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I was a self-made multi-millionaire, then got addicted to coke and heroin ... now I am poor and unemployed without family. Ask me a question. (an

 
JerryVanZyl (OP)
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if its true.. I wont ask a question.. and despite being rather lacking in funds myself and never had your fortune..

let me say I truly understand your situation


suddenly your a millionare!

Everythings obtainable.. its awesome.. its great.. you gather everything you want, experience anything you care too

like a game with cheat codes and god mode, where you suddenly have every weapon and item you want!! its GREAT!

except its not..

you find the lack of challenge boring, lifeless
anything you buy either has done before or doesnt bring you happyness.. so you switch to drugs.. the high that isnt dependant on human failings or physical items

quite simply you leave this shitty world behind and make your own world via drugs

And I dare say, despite being poor.. having no family and having a shit life

perhaps you actually like it in a small way..

but! thats just what ive been considering would happen if ever I had alot of money..

care to prove me wrong?
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EVERYTHING you say is TRUE! I won't even try to argue, you, my friend, are one of the few Geniuses on this planet! AND, I am NOT being facetious or sarcastic! TRUE STORY!!tounge
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11/17/2011 06:03 AM
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Why take drugs wasn't the Millions you made enough ???
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You will prevail
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Why take drugs wasn't the Millions you made enough ???
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My guess is he got very depressed watching what was going on in his country. Enough to depress anyone.


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11/17/2011 06:10 AM
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Why take drugs wasn't the Millions you made enough ???
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Naaa .. we ALWAYS want or need something more ...
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11/17/2011 06:11 AM
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Why take drugs wasn't the Millions you made enough ???
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My guess is he got very depressed watching what was going on in his country. Enough to depress anyone.


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hahahahahahahahahahaha .. .too true
(plus my wife bonking my business partner ... slut!!)
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Well maybe i was not depressed like that but with music is everything better :D
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11/17/2011 06:22 AM
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There was a very talented, young man, playing the guitar, looking and singing like an angel. But he had an another side: he was very sexual and also something phlegmatic. So he grown up marihuana, traveled to India, then took heroin, then with a knife he had stolen and raped people, then come in jail, then ....never heared about him, till he was found weeks later in his room - dead. Everybody had forgotten about him - but few did know, that they had love him in further times.
So, OP, there are some people, who did love you. Look for them. Maybe they love you till today?

Good luck!
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There was a very talented, young man, playing the guitar, looking and singing like an angel. But he had an another side: he was very sexual and also something phlegmatic. So he grown up marihuana, traveled to India, then took heroin, then with a knife he had stolen and raped people, then come in jail, then ....never heared about him, till he was found weeks later in his room - dead. Everybody had forgotten about him - but few did know, that they had love him in further times.
So, OP, there are some people, who did love you. Look for them. Maybe they love you till today?

Good luck!
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Thanks you man! but for now ... it's me and CCR ... Susie Q!!
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Get up, stand up, fight for your --- what is left! ;-)
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You can engage yourself for example here:
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Re: I was a self-made multi-millionaire, then got addicted to coke and heroin ... now I am poor and unemployed without family. Ask me a question. (an
if its true.. I wont ask a question.. and despite being rather lacking in funds myself and never had your fortune..

let me say I truly understand your situation


suddenly your a millionare!

Everythings obtainable.. its awesome.. its great.. you gather everything you want, experience anything you care too

like a game with cheat codes and god mode, where you suddenly have every weapon and item you want!! its GREAT!

except its not..

you find the lack of challenge boring, lifeless
anything you buy either has done before or doesnt bring you happyness.. so you switch to drugs.. the high that isnt dependant on human failings or physical items

quite simply you leave this shitty world behind and make your own world via drugs

And I dare say, despite being poor.. having no family and having a shit life

perhaps you actually like it in a small way..

but! thats just what ive been considering would happen if ever I had alot of money..

care to prove me wrong?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1593238


EVERYTHING you say is TRUE! I won't even try to argue, you, my friend, are one of the few Geniuses on this planet! AND, I am NOT being facetious or sarcastic! TRUE STORY!!tounge
 Quoting: JerryVanZyl 1222400



Thankyou kind person :) and I wish you well in your future..
it sounds so strange to say but after putting so much thought into this subject.. I actually fear becoming rich..

Still.. I dont want to be seen as insulting,
I respect you for what youve been through and.. for what youve posted also.. shows your true humanity is still intact

goodluck my friend :)
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11/17/2011 07:21 AM
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money comes and money goes man.. at the end of the day when you have nothing else left the only thing your left with is yourself.. and once you truly know yourself and know what you want, then you can move onto your next life.. the old you died and you entered the underworlds, the people from your past including yourself are no more.. once you overcome the trials of the underworld is when you make your way towards total liberation and paradise.. you seem to be on the right track, forget what was or wasnt and make your way to what truly is.. know thy self and you will know everything you need to.. peace south africa, il see you when you get there ;)
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What is the best advice would you give people after experiencing all of this?
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did you cash in your dinars?
"There are known knowns. There are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns. That is to say, we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns, the ones we don't know we don't know."
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Hab
You lost everything but the Internet? People know what they are doing when they start these drugs...why did you want to sabotage yourself? Didn't you think you deserved success and happiness? Very few people can kick an addiction w/o support. You need to get that help.
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Yeah Faith ... Engrams (if they do exist) are a bugger hey .. self sabotage and all ... well .. it's all just experience at the end ... must be honest thought, I just can't seem to kick the heroin ... have tried, failed countless times, will NEVER wish heroin on my worst enemy!
 Quoting: JerryVanZyl 1222400


dont worry too much bro to be totaly honest i was sown that road lets say 12years ago got rich quick selling clone pc just as it boomed then got into all nighters 8ball or more solo per nite plus another 8ball daily. Lost it all one day. Didnt pay suppliers, lost sail boat, porsche, the girl who truly was my first love , dated for 10years. Had no one. Except for one friend staied on her couch 8months , she truly understoon. God bless her. Well anyways kick the coke habit, solo, no rehad just staied home n sleep all day n nite. Then day i woke up a new person like sometine clicked.
Well just take it day by day just cold truky d drugs. I had 4 friends od whem i was useing. Take care
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11/17/2011 07:49 AM
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Appreciate EVERY second you have with EVERYONE you are close to, you never know when it will be gone... oh yes ... and stay the FUCK away from Schedule 6 narcotics!
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The edge...there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is, have gone over.
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close enough, hunter
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Appreciate EVERY second you have with EVERYONE you are close to, you never know when it will be gone... oh yes ... and stay the FUCK away from Schedule 6 narcotics!
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fuck you jerry.

you had your fun and now you want to deprive others?

if i put a line down in front of you...right now...would you do it?
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Shouldn't have exploited other people to make yourself rich then, eh?

What goes around, comes around.

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11/17/2011 08:31 AM
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What is the best advice would you give people after experiencing all of this?
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Appreciate EVERY second you have with EVERYONE you are close to, you never know when it will be gone... oh yes ... and stay the FUCK away from Schedule 6 narcotics!
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fuck you jerry.

you had your fun and now you want to deprive others?

if i put a line down in front of you...right now...would you do it?
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Not 1 line ... but 17 ... go big .. or go home ...
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Shouldn't have exploited other people to make yourself rich then, eh?

What goes around, comes around.

cruise
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You pomms are funny little fucks hey ... hhahahah ... Your 'infamous' quote goes for judging too my pale friend!
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Re: I was a self-made multi-millionaire, then got addicted to coke and heroin ... now I am poor and unemployed without family. Ask me a question. (an
if its true.. I wont ask a question.. and despite being rather lacking in funds myself and never had your fortune..

let me say I truly understand your situation


suddenly your a millionare!

Everythings obtainable.. its awesome.. its great.. you gather everything you want, experience anything you care too

like a game with cheat codes and god mode, where you suddenly have every weapon and item you want!! its GREAT!

except its not..

you find the lack of challenge boring, lifeless
anything you buy either has done before or doesnt bring you happyness.. so you switch to drugs.. the high that isnt dependant on human failings or physical items

quite simply you leave this shitty world behind and make your own world via drugs

And I dare say, despite being poor.. having no family and having a shit life

perhaps you actually like it in a small way..

but! thats just what ive been considering would happen if ever I had alot of money..

care to prove me wrong?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1593238


Shit I am running out of excitement from having wealth, the grass looks greener on the otherside when compared to the wife who I've been with for eleven years, I got to follow your advice and stay away from drugs or I'll end up like you. Cocaine is a hell of a drug!
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near Everyone has hardships of some sort on the way to wisdom.
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Tell me there was much coke whore sex?
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Have you ever heard of ibogaine? might be worth your research if you feel you have nothing to lose.
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Are you ok now?
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My Australian friend ... I am dead damn drunk right now ... and dealing with shit my way ... (btw, screw the kiwis, cheating bastards)
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Might as well hit the Coke, while your drunk.
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Don't be so hard on yourself OP. It was just the ride of a lifetime. Not only did you accomplish more than most ever will, you had one hell of a time doing it. You can die happy.
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clappa
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totally agree.

clappa
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Burt Reynolds went that same route, I think, imagine having had his wealth and facing losing a house.
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Re: I was a self-made multi-millionaire, then got addicted to coke and heroin ... now I am poor and unemployed without family. Ask me a question. (an
Coke ayy, yeah i know some about that. I had an overdose on it back in the 90s at a friends house, they thought i was having an epileptic fit, called my mum, to many drugs in his house for the ambulance. She took me to the hospital, was hooked up to a heart monitor, took 3-4 hours for my heart rate to fall to normal. The nurses looked at me with disgust, i don't blame them either, a decade and more of self hate has been enough to extinguish their disgust.

Part of my personality died during that fit, i wasn't even a habitual user of cocaine, it was just recreational, i guess i got unlucky. There is no punchline here, just another harsh story of the many wrong choices that a lot of us make. I never touched heroine though, good luck op, i hope those darker times are firmly behind you now.

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