I was a self-made multi-millionaire, then got addicted to coke and heroin ... now I am poor and unemployed without family. Ask me a question. (an

are you my ex?

Are you in recovery for your addiction problems? Did you have spouse and kids? Do you have support in your life?

Sorry that's 3 questions. I hope you can turn life around for yourself and find happiness with or without money.

Cocaine - Its a hell of a drug!!

hahahaha .. only if you are Angelique Wepener!

No ... Yes (lost wife and 5 year old boy) ... thank you!

Heroin was and is the devil ... true story ... takes away ALL pain, anger, hurt, you name it, BUT, takes everything in return ...

Surely you can pick yourself back up if you did it once before. Being a self made millionaire, that is.

Are you ok now?

I've been thinking the same ... but not so sure man, it's a LONG way down to nothing at all ...

My Australian friend ... I am dead damn drunk right now ... and dealing with shit my way ... (btw, screw the kiwis, cheating bastards)

Well start off being a self made hundredaire, then a thousandaire, then a hundred-thousandaire. This is fun.

Don't be so hard on yourself OP. It was just the ride of a lifetime. Not only did you accomplish more than most ever will, you had one hell of a time doing it. You can die happy.

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How u get rich in the first place?

im really sorry 4 u man...

why do snails die with salt?

You lost everything but the Internet? People know what they are doing when they start these drugs...why did you want to sabotage yourself? Didn't you think you deserved success and happiness? Very few people can kick an addiction w/o support. You need to get that help.

Man up, OP. You have been blessed. Upon your deathbed you will not remember the more subtle moments; the security, the self-esteem, your sobriety. Hell nah. You know what you're going to remember?

The coke
The hookers
The sex
The cash
The rise
The fall

Yeah, yeah. The fact you built your own little empire comes with a certain dignity and respect, much to hold dear. But even better than that, you were lucky enough to experience the pure exhilaration of burning that fucker straight to the ground.

Go you.

I was a broker in shipping containers .. middle man ... sourced and sold to logistics and freight co's.

The edge...there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is, have gone over.

Thanks man, but don't be, I chose this path, now I must see it through! It's all just a moment anyway hey ...

South Africa? Are you black or white?


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Yeah Faith ... Engrams (if they do exist) are a bugger hey .. self sabotage and all ... well .. it's all just experience at the end ... must be honest thought, I just can't seem to kick the heroin ... have tried, failed countless times, will NEVER wish heroin on my worst enemy!

True ... couldn't have said it better myself ... Hedonism ... dangerous

Well my friend, I am a white south african (not that it matters) ... hahaha ... we all come from, and are going back to, the same place.

They don't die ... tsk ... pfft ... they are RAPTURED!!

What is life like in Zucatti Park for you?[liveleak]

if its true.. I wont ask a question.. and despite being rather lacking in funds myself and never had your fortune..

let me say I truly understand your situation


suddenly your a millionare!

Everythings obtainable.. its awesome.. its great.. you gather everything you want, experience anything you care too

like a game with cheat codes and god mode, where you suddenly have every weapon and item you want!! its GREAT!

except its not..

you find the lack of challenge boring, lifeless
anything you buy either has done before or doesnt bring you happyness.. so you switch to drugs.. the high that isnt dependant on human failings or physical items

quite simply you leave this shitty world behind and make your own world via drugs

And I dare say, despite being poor.. having no family and having a shit life

perhaps you actually like it in a small way..

but! thats just what ive been considering would happen if ever I had alot of money..

care to prove me wrong?

yeah ... ok ... well that would be #Occupy Wallstreet for me ... but, to answer, life is damn peachy right now. Stress or freedom .. what would be your choice? AND ... just an afterthought ('cos I am pretty broken on wine right now) would
YOU be able to let go of everything you are and know ... when the time comes, to join that 'cosmic rainbow', and we all become equal??