the TRUTH....... I AM YOU....YOU ARE I

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Memory has cast it's net into the void of my past and I remember......
Playing music.
In the woods.
All electric in the summer night. Mushrooms and beer and love of life.
Alive. Vital.
It was well beyond god . At least once.
We called the band " free Pangaea "
A jam band.

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The
Alchemical
Wedding:
con't .......
Zombies: metaphor for the transition humans must take at the end of the world, the death and rebirth that awaits all of the children of god.
To be sure a majority of the human race is trapped in a zombie like stupor. Unable to even react correctly with their environment . Many spend eternity in a drug induced haze, furthering the stupefyied affect.
At the end of the world the dead( zombies), will come back from deaths gate and ascend into eternal life.

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Zombie= putrefaction of the soul

VOODOO


According to the tenets of Vodou, a dead person can be revived by a bokor, or sorcerer. Zombies remain under the control of the bokor since they have no will of their own. "Zombi" is also another name of the Vodou snake lwa Damballah Wedo, of Niger–Congo origin; it is akin to the Kikongo word nzambi, which means "god". There also exists within the West African Vodun tradition the zombi astral, which is a part of the human soul that is captured by a bokor and used to enhance the bokor's power. The zombi astral is typically kept inside a bottle which the bokor can sell to clients for luck, healing or business success. It is believed that after a time God will take the soul back and so the zombi is a temporary spiritual entity.[3] It is also said in vodou legend, that feeding a zombie salt will make it return to the grave.
So we have snake
And we have god, two interesting words that just happen to play heavily in the apocalypse .
In the alchemical wedding we join the sacred opposites.
The snake is man
And the egg( moon) is feminine.
In alchemical symbology the snake is wrapped around the cosmic egg seven times.
Interesting to note that in opposite language, the male carries a sperm( snake), and the female an egg.
Putrefaction is precisely the process that takes place in a female womb.
With the introduction of the sacrament, or blood, a chemical process takes place, two opposites are married in union, and a third completely different object is produced.
When we speak of the end of the world in biblical terms, we speak of revelation. This is a heavily misunderstood word. Revelation seems at the onset to mean; to explain, or to uncover, or to understand.
But it also means to reveil, or to place a cover or mask on top of the old one.

War will be the last step in the zombie putrefaction.
It's stirring up all over the world.
Out with the old and in with the new regime.
Revolutions everywhere.
Disintegration of old governments, rising from the ashes a final terror.
Black and rotten.all of society will be trapped in a fascist new ideal. Dead to it's old self and haunted by it's ghost.
exorcise this demon one last time, And come out of the shadows
Into the light of sweet illumination
The dawn of an awakened soul
The OVERSOUL
Completion of " the great work"

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You, the Dark

Dark, She is the mind of yours.
Icy chill of thought becomes
A steely shimmer.
Behold a glimmer in the black -
A flash of grey, that even glows
In show against the hallowed dark of you.

And that is why you scream in jarring tones
'I have no heart for joy!
My white and brittle bones have died'
You cried in dark and fractured moans.

So now the Queen of Black you writhe,
Whence from dark of shade
That honed an evil form afar;
In curse of me you bade:

'I, the wave shall rape the shore!
Violence will there be in glares I'll throw
At all who prey, and more:
A dark and fetid sea I'll bleed.'

And now, the bitter tinge
And bleak of waste
That eyed the death of once your soul
Will here forever be!

Indeed you tell:
'The cramping pain is here!
Eternal spasm, infinite chasm,
The Devil's chaplain plays!
We'll climax in a tortured glee
As all my love decays.'

You the dark ! Outstanding, an excellent contribution !
Thanks.

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EVEN NOW THE NIGHT WILL BE-WARE (or worn as cloth)




on my way to nothing (obscurity)....
Image is damning to the soul....
I cling to it... I pretend to caress it...imagination...!
Black is nothing without white. It's considered together, that you understand it's essence.
As with some thing , it is meaningless without nothing.
Opposites= truth
What we mean when we say god is not opposites, it is the creator of opposites.
The god of earthly thoughts and restraints is a double.
Male and female. Both.
What we say when we mean truth is wrong as well.
......... God is neither. This image of god is not what we mean when we think of the ultimate essence.
...is the creator of thinking. How to think. What to think. Where. When.why.
The philosophers stone is the end product of the alchemical process.
Don't bother looking for it, it's not really there. It's not real.
The real idea of the philosophers stone is that having pulled aside the veil of reality , the philosopher loses all belief in truth. Words , concrete existence itself.
Remains suspended in existence by belief only.
Watching in stunned amusement as the stone finally disappears .
Leaving the philosopher alone.

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FAITH
Ah to believe
The philosopher takes what few things posses him/ her at that particular time and place.
This person is most troubled at times, somber with distant eyes . Indeed the philosopher is on an inexplicable quest. The quest of knowledge, the truth of truths.
The problem then arises that the language and symbols used to discuss elemental ideas, and the essence of ideas in and of themselves, falls short of delivering 100% accuracy.clarity.
I weary of the news, the television, the book, the preacher, the teacher, the constant stimulation...
Language is so tricky, it's magick can elude you.
When the duality has vanished into thick air...
When everywhere you look you see god...the eyes of god...
Then for one last moment you view the remains of the universe from your base ,the philosopher stone....
What happens next is astonishing to say the least... You cease to believe even in the philosopher stones actual existence...
Simply , it turns out there's not enough room in the universe for two things.
Only one thing may exist in one place at one time.
A semblance of reality may be lived out of waking up, but the residual affect is waking up the entire universe, one piece at a time....

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Hisss Tory

The world was formed by a great battle
A dual if you will
The great dragon was slain at the end of this struggle
The universe is the snakes rotting remains...
And only now do we slide into the 13th sign of the zodiac(zoa= Egyptian for life).....
The serpent bearer , ophicus
An imaginary sign to be sure
But in a world of twelves, thirteen is sure to be something special.
Jesus was the thirteenth, among the twelve.
The pantheon of twelve gods.
The thirteen is power and cohesion.
The body is twelve, and the mind is thirteenth ! Or more clearly it is called as such because it arises out of a union and quality absent before 12 united.
The overlord. 13
It is ironic that our universe sets on the edge of infinity and completion, just as mankind is reaching it's biblical revelation. I say this, but it is actually the opposite of ironic.
The end has been planned since the beginning. Once began, life has been dreading it's way there in iron sandals. Is it any wonder lead was turned into gold ? Two sides of a coin?
A beginning implies an ending. Two sides of the imaginary coin.
There is no past
There is no future
There is only now( now is won( one), backwards.
That which seems before is not
And nothing is to come.... Nothing is last
In the garden I killed the snake
Because I wished to forget something
Something that left me alone and worried
When I awakened , I could not remember myself, so I took a name from the box of god and donned my two faced suit.
All I knew for sure was that I had forgotten something profound and life altering.
By the time I was 13, I no longer ignored that little voice in my head.
I found that person, made communion, and ate him.
No longer was a voice in my head to question every move, plant doubt at every step.
The past is illusion, I noticed, for my benefit. A backdrop for the storyline, but all signposts point to now.
All religions carry the truth with them, unknown to the followers.
The earth and sky shout the truth every day.
The truth is reflected in every drop of dew, and every grain of sand.
The universe is a diamond with a 1111 facets and it's reflection to the viewer is of time and history. There is only my solar system, reflected over and over and over again. Each difference, an illusion of growth over time, not a unique solar system. Wherever you look you time, not space. Outer space is history. Better still it is memory.
Soon to return to the first day. Waking up again in the garden of Eden.
Alone...... By the cool waters sitting under the Bhodi tree.

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Neither
Ether, or,

I'm neither here nor there ....... I'm outta sight! And everywhere !

To think of the supreme majesty, our most heavenly delight.!
All you have to do is think not about stones and money and night..
Think neither about sunsets and full moons, worms in the earth!
Don't bother seeing god in a rose or blade of grass, he's not hiding behind the cross and the curse...
Think not about love or hatred, god isn't abound in boxes of thread !
Stop looking under rocks and in fancy rhetoric, dressed up in spice !
God is not the tree, wind and sky! The pins the needle the ship torn and ruined god is none of this and so much less than that !
Don't bother crying for him today, he wasn't killed or forgotten, he was never begotten !
Not in the grape of the vine, not in the spirits, the muses, not present for you to divine.....
Oh ! Wait a second.... I can dig beneath the surface of the matter !
There's more? No. No. No.
There's less.nothing.
Underneath the last mask. The final charade. The last concrete hope and dream, vanishes in the blurry mist , washed clean by your tears.
You cry until the well is empty. You find you were not just the being crying, but also you were the tears. And still there is less!, I am just the tears !
......... But now the tears are no more! I am emptiness !
And even this emptiness , speaks inaccurately about my present condition.
But perhaps it accidentally paints a picture of what I am trying to pronounce.

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SEX. OR. GENESIS


Chapter one
In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.
And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep: 'and the spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.( water is symbolically female).
And god said, " let there be light: and there was light.(light=seed=apple = knowledge).
And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness.
And God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night: and the evening( eve) and the morning were the first day.
The genesis is in seven parts.
Day one is sunday.
Day seven is Saturn-day( Saturday ), commonly called the sabbath.
Opposites
God is Sunday , Satan is Saturday ( Saturn)
Two sides of the same coin. Back to back.
Creation of the world takes six days , plus one day to create a day of relaxation and reflection.
Traveling from day one through day seven, you have a fair symbolic representation of the alchemical wedding. Or, something from nothing.
Or, illumination from ignorance.
The marriage of opposites is the hidden mystery. So much so that once you notice this , it is hard not to see it everywhere.

WHAT HAPPENED ?

The geatest of us set our wills to the enigma of the past. That great and terrible wall of nothing. It's worse than imaginary, we don't know a thing about the people who brought us to earth, created us, birthed us , taught us the ways of language and civilization.
Whilst we sit sobbing uncontrollably by this wall of ignorance, we dig blindly through the hard packed soil. Who did this ? Why would they do this ! We know nothing, yet we keep digging up cities and temples of our former families, cities that no man could build today.
We find things we recognize and yet only as a curiosity. Every stone I turn over tells me gods built these places. In the hills amongst the grapes and marble patios, they frolicked in a golden age.
The more we dig the more of it we find, items and places of myth and story time , scattered across the land.
Yet speculate we must, assume we will, it is all one can do at the wall of ignorance..
Just educated guesses to satisfy the curiosity, and soothe the gnawing feeling that what your trying to remember isn't real. That , that past is an illusion to fit the completed idea of reality and earth, a distraction.
A distraction intended to keep you from knowing the real truth.
That sometimes god hides...... From god, that is.
Hide and seek.
Forgetfulness ..... Is a sweet afternoon nap for god.
That's where "we" come in...
Awake, there is again only god.....
The we is the dream god had once

Brian, Awesome ! check this out....

It fits of what youre speaking..

the sixth day and the seventh

two sides of one.

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:1443:

Wow
WOW
W O W

that is so amazing !
Two sides of one coin !

Your knowledge is crazy ! Quick too!

I noticed on lower list,
Some will go to everlasting life, some will go towards shame..DAN 12:2
anyway it was the Dan that caught my mind...

Yes ! you are the gifted one, Your poem reminded me

The most well known Danite btw was Samson, He brought down the pillars of the Philistines after he was brought to shame and humbled by having his locks cut and being blinded

The future AC will do likewise , bring down the pillars of duality, he will be the middle pillar standing in between.

Symbol of the Danites was also the scales

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Hmmmmmmmm.....
Sam-son

Just thought DNA

JACHIN AND BOAZ.... chin and snake( boa)

Libra scales . Balance.

Also some were brought to shame from the Daniel incident
Dan:12:2
Some were brought to everlasting life, and some were brought to shame( shaman)
For he had cut his hair
Taken a vow

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Blinded is probably better read...
BINDED
But in any case it is a ego reference

666+777=1443

1+4+4+3= 12
12= he departed
Back in 20 min.

October 26, 2011
Oct.= 8
2+6= 8
11 = libra = scales= balance of day and night
Day And Night
D. A. N.
DAN

Brian, yes ! Samson, Hebrew Shimshon and Shemesh , Means Man of the Sun.

And Boa brings back memories, I saw a Boa constrictor when I first awakened spiritualy

a Boa snake is often up to your chin, they try and suffocate you via throat and chest

wow, youre good in numerology, =)

12 is half of the 24 hours in a day, 12 hours of day and 12 hours of night. 60-minutes in an hour and 60 times 24 = 1440

(The 12 tribes of Israel is 144,000).

1440 plus 3 the Trinity is going back again to the 1443 and the 666 +777

12 tribes
1+2=3( trinity)
144,000

Book of daniel

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851=souls

Daniel : chapter two 2

And in the second year of the reign of Nebuchadnezzar dreamed dreams, wherewith his spirit was troubled, and his sleep brake from him.
2. Then the king commanded to call the magicians, and the astrologers , and the sorcerers, and the Chaldeans , for to shew the King his dreams,.
So they came and stood before the king.
3. The king said unto them " I have dreamed a dream , and my spirit was troubled to know the dream .
4. Then spake the Chaldeans to the king in Syriac, O king, live forever: tell thy servants the dream, and we will shew the interpretation.
5. The king answered and said to the Chaldeans , the thing is gone from me: if ye will not make known unto me the dream, with the interpretation thereof, ye shall be cut in pieces , and you houses shall be made a dunghill .
6. But if ye shew the dream, and the interpretation thereof , ye shall revieve of me gifts and rewards and great honour: therefore shew me the dream, and the interpretation thereof..
7.let the king tell his servants the dream they said.
8.the king said l know of certainty that ye would gain the time , because ye see the thing is gone from me.
9. But if you will not make known to me the dream, there is but one decree for you; for ye have prepared lying and corrupt words to speak before ,till the time be changed: therefore tell me the dream, and I shall know that ye can shew me the interpretation thereof.
10. The Chaldeans answered before the king, and said there is not a man apon the earth that can shew the matter:
11.and it is a rare thing that the king requireth, and there is none other than the gods who can shew this to the king.
12.for this cause the king was angry and very furious, and commanded to destroy all the wise men of Babylon .
13.and the decree went forth that the wise men should be slain; and they sought Daniel and his followers to be slain.

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By the thirteenth statement the king is ready to free himself of ego.

the rise of the flame

I cried into the darkness and she answered me not.
I called to her in pain and she comforted me not.
What manner of love is this?
I suffered upon the cold hard ground.
She gave me no warmth.
I laid my works before her.
She complimented me not.
I know she was there watching, silently.
Speaking not a word to me in my pain.
What manner of love is this?
What mother of all doith this to her son?
She came to see me.
In my station as I was.
She left me there
To revel in pain and anguish of my mind body and spirit.
I cursed her for it she rebuked me not.
I venomously lashed at her with words of anger and hate.
She endured it and still spoke not.
What manner of love is this?
All these things I did while eye to eye with her.
For she just being there
In the end.
Was just enough
To see me through.
Her lessons are of the highest wisdom creation can offer.
Knowing I was not alone.
My thoughts and fears were nothing but my own doing.
She wanted me to understand this
And I did.

Another fine morning...
Thank the anonymous night for it's contribution.

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MOURNING

at 92 she was ancient
Good for her
Her children scatter to the wind
A tie that binds. That is so soon broken.
Life moves on, like a cloud image riding in the summer sky...
Tugged away by the urgency and rapidly approaching new day..
An old hag she was , and once a fair maiden still green in her ways...
The world grows so much smaller when someone dies...

Isn't strange that A Hun dred. What does a Hun dread ?
Lay them to rest ,as they will haunt you if you don't .we mourn. I mourn the death. I dread the death.
What release ?
You bring none death !
If I hadn't freed my mind before death , what were my chances after death?
It resolved itself when blessed truth reminded me of her actual non-existence . A mere character in the passion play, soul dissolved into god.

Lilth in the evening
White as driven snow by dawn...
The cool waters cascade amongst the jagged rocks

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Check out the music I wrote and played up until a few years ago as a band.
FREE PANGAEA !
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