Alchemical wedding: con't. ....

Neither
Ether, or,

I'm neither here nor there ....... I'm outta sight! And everywhere !

To think of the supreme majesty, our most heavenly delight.!
All you have to do is think not about stones and money and night..
Think neither about sunsets and full moons, worms in the earth!
Don't bother seeing god in a rose or blade of grass, he's not hiding behind the cross and the curse...
Think not about love or hatred, god isn't abound in boxes of thread !
Stop looking under rocks and in fancy rhetoric, dressed up in spice !
God is not the tree, wind and sky! The pins the needle the ship torn and ruined god is none of this and so much less than that !
Don't bother crying for him today, he wasn't killed or forgotten, he was never begotten !
Not in the grape of the vine, not in the spirits, the muses, not present for you to divine.....
Oh ! Wait a second.... I can dig beneath the surface of the matter !
There's more? No. No. No.
There's less.nothing.
Underneath the last mask. The final charade. The last concrete hope and dream, vanishes in the blurry mist , washed clean by your tears.
You cry until the well is empty. You find you were not just the being crying, but also you were the tears. And still there is less!, I am just the tears !
......... But now the tears are no more! I am emptiness !
And even this emptiness , speaks inaccurately about my present condition.
But perhaps it accidentally paints a picture of what I am trying to pronounce.