My decision, huh. What presents itself that I have a firsthand decision to make on? Only one, I suppose, that exists outside of family life. And if that is it, then tough luck. It may be said that I am needed more than I need it, in this scenario.

So, you must be speaking of that, and yet no true choice has been voiced.

And, even that is something I can attain without a decision in the matter, as has been obvious over the last year.

The obvious assumption is that it is I that am being bucked off. I have put it all out there...what is there left?

You know what. Fuck it. Rest will be nice. There is no decision that is required of me that I can notice.

If it is meant to be, then it shall be. I will let the horse and I's relationship ride in accordance to intuition. Unless something presents itself...ride on...