You Are Here. You Have Found You.

yeah :)

airing some thoughts
check this link, of a perception of the mother goddess

[link to www.freewebs.com]

I came to think of spiders since kathryn mentioned the vision she had with a spider and a man.
I Can't remember the thread now, but I was unable to get the notion of a spider deity of out my head hehe.


Spider Woman is also called Thinking Woman because she merely thought things into existence or they came into existence when she spoke or sang her thoughts. Spider Woman went to work creating people, and she did this by molding the red, yellow, white and black clay of the earth. For every person she made, she spun a fine line of spider silk that she attached to their heads, so that they would always be connected to her and have access to her wisdom and teachings.

A silver cord of silk perhaps? :D

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Interesting link Michael...reminds me of this pic ;)

[link to redhaircrow.files.wordpress.com]

I like that one :)

"Shapeshifter" - Gallop



[link to www.youtube.com]

Sainkho Namtchylak - Digital Mutation



[link to www.youtube.com]

Sainkho Namtchylak - Who stole the sky



[link to www.youtube.com]

Truth
The truth is that I never shook my shadow
Every day it's trying to trick me into doing battle
Calling out "faker" only get me rattled
Want to pull me back behind the fence with the [cattle]
Building your [lenses]
Digging your trenches
Put me on the front line
Leave me with a dumb mind
With no defenses
But your defenses
If you can't stand to feel the pain then you are senseless

[Since] this
I've grown up some
Different kind of fighter
And when the darkness come let it inside you
Your darkness is shining
My darkness is shining
Have faith in myself
Truth

I've seen a million numbered doors on the horizon
Now which is the future you choosen before you gone dying.
I'll tell you 'bout a secret I've been underminding
Every little lie in this world come from dividing
Say you're my lover, say you're my homie,
Tilt my chin back slit my throat take a bath in my blood get to know me
All out of my secrets
All my enemies are turning into my teachers.
Because, lights blinding, no way dividing what's yours or mine when everything's shining
You darkness is shining my darkness is shining
Have faith in ourselves
Truth
Yes I'm only loving, only trying to only love
That's what I'm trying to do is only loving
Yes I'm only lonely loving feeling only loving
Till I'm feeling only loving
Ya say it ain't loving ain't loving my loving
But I'm only loving only loving only loving
Only loving the truth.

oh I see now...



I thought...but then thought no...but it's yeah lol

Said the Blind man.

This is a test. This is only a test. :)

did you go AC Muse?
haven't seen you post in a while, hope your allright

damn haven't posted in this thread in ages, and I miss a thread where you can post anything and not intrude :p
(atleast I hope I haven't done so hehe-never felt that way though)

had this strange dream of me staring into the sunset and then suddenly see another sun to the left of the first sun, it was very calming actually, like sungazing but with 2 suns, kinda strange.

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Thread: Widdershins: The Unparticle

Hey, Michael! I’m around.

Was accused of bad energy, great powers of manipulation, banned from X again, and being seapunk yesterday. Bless her hurt. lol Sad day when she is confused for being me.

What a gem in the rough, that article is! Still reeling from it. How are you?

Was over at the lunatic place for a bit saying bye to the papacy with, “There was Blood”. Thread about Mea Maxima Culpa: Silence In The House of God, the HBO documentary. Wish I could link it.

In a safehouse for almost a week under the trigger word valhalla. Overall I say I am doing dandy in Adventures With Muse.

Cool dream!

Kinda like red karma without a signature?

Hey Muse! glad your still around

haha bad energy? it must be a matter of opinion and perception hehe ;)

what article btw? somewhere in the x thread?
doing allright, how about you?
what a safe house? sounds very exotic!

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Scientists on Unparticle Hunt Give Earth a Spin

[link to www.technewsworld.com]

From the thread and quote linked above.

The safehouse was not exotic at all. Air mattress on the floor so I slept on a couch in the living room while some guy played computer games with a CPU that had the sound of a jet engine while I was reeling for tinnitus and vertigo.

Thank heavens the therapist has the notes so I can try to piece my rabbit hole back together...lol

Valhalla was a concept I had used in The Song of Un. It was the trigger term to let me know when they men in the suits came and got me I was safe. Though they were not in black suits. More like war vets also suffering from PTSD.

Hey, one cannot make this shit up. Will I guess they could. Either way my life as of late is like the book Running With Scissors.

Gonna read it over some crap tastic pizza of low to suspicious quality Im heating in the oven.

damn that sounds like it could be my place lol
part jet engine, part vacuumcleaner I suspect

your home now though?

I’m going to read through it again too. I have held interest in the counterclockwise spin for years. The Celtic crone Cerridwen concept of Widdershins. Concepts I also used in the Song of Un. Another case where science is catching up to myth? Tell me what you think.

And for goddess sake! Be careful with that ‘pizza’!

Home is currently a 6 month lease in St. Louis. Cool apartment with access to basement for art work!

How it went down:. An AC made a post saying, ‘the end.’ I posted The Doors-The End [FULL] - YouTube. After I posted that I noticed ‘the end’ comment had been deleted. I posted a cut and paste about how to delete comments from a forum. Both my comments were removed and was banned from the thread.

My response was G Marks the Spot. Hard to call that bad energy...lol

What ensued in the X thread regarding whitefeather and aether? She did not seem that confused when she noted something to the affect and effect that sometimes he gets it wrong.

Not the same youtube but worthy a repeat.

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane

She knew what she was saying when she said that.