im so sick and tired of living this life...

Keep your chin up, it'll get better, I promise

know the feeling , keep on moving foward

Maybe see a doctor about the sickness.

Everyone gets tired of life at some point but you can change thsat, at least sometimes.
Try helping someone out, serve meals at a soup kitchen, give a homeless guy a dollar or buy him a coffee to keep him warm on a cold winter day.
It might seem like that wouldn't exactly be fun but you'd be amazed how good it feels to make a difference to someone. Who knows? You might just make a few new friends and life could get interesting.

i love helping the less fortunate yet i am about as low as they get other than boarding for free with a bunch of snakes that suck my blood id be out in the streets without a penny to my name also..

the thing is i dont wanna be here and i havent wanted to be here or in this situation for such a long time it aint funny anymore.. i mean iv tried to off myself so many times now i just couldnt get it right i suppose..

Well, things can only get better then...

its too hard bro.. iv been through too much pain to wanna keep moving anymore...

i know babe.. but i havent seen better so long now.. i just dont know what better feels like anymore..

I'm also tired of paying into this bankrupted system knowing damn well that if & when I retire that I'll never be able to reap anything from it because it will have collapsed by then.

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That's because you have a higher purpose. It's not your time yet. Stay strong - you will rise above this and the world will be better off for it.

Start with the suggestions in this thread - reach out to help others. The good will outweigh the bad, you'll see!

As cliche as that sounds, it's true. Things never stay the same. With the bad, comes the good.

how do i start to help others when iv lost the ability to help myself though?? where do i begin?

First I was mesmerized, then I got sleepy, then it just made me laugh

You begin small. The dollar/cup of coffee suggestion was good. Find those less fortunate than yourself, and give them a hand up. It will all fall into place in its own time.

I clicked on your thread because I want you to know that you are not alone. I understand....I have very similiar feelings. I think we all just want and need to be heard, not preached to or even 'told' what we should do.

I asked a friend this morning to try for just 30 seconds to be me and see thru my eyes. I wanted her to understand, not feel sorry for me, but just the opposite. I wanted her to see that I'm doing the best that I can and my situation, although many may have it worse, is difficult...especially at holiday time.

I'm sending you the best thoughts possible with a couple hugs thrown in for good measure.

I figure we're here for a reason, and will remain until our mission is accomplished. Whatever follows doesn't matter to me 'cause there's nothing holding me here.

Hope this helps some.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." - Jesus Christ

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May you find peace and rest in Him.

i just thought it was stupid and pointless.. some strange attempt at brain washing me or something.. shills just never stop doing what they do worst i suppose.. meh ;)

Go to a doctor they will give you a container of pills and then your life will be sunshine and lolipops again.

Just give it more time, this economy will collapse and the world will go into chaos - I hope to thrive there, because this society is a huge game and once you realize the truth it is hard to partake in it.

It is hard to fill your gas tank knowing that the oil is probably taken from Iraq, where thousands of normal people like us were killed by US military personnel and disbanded and taken prisoner away from their families.

I can't wait until it returns to survival of the fittest. This society runs on games and celebrities and STUPIDITY AND GREED! I, like you, am SICK of it. Idiots get all the money and power, the truly awakened and kind and smart and loving people are downtrodden and shunned.

I would rather die in a collapse of society while giving people the truth about Jesus Christ and the end times, than live in a plastic society with stupid people that just accept whatever the government tells them and continue doing whatever they want while billions of people starve.

hey op..we are all in this together..feel the love coming your way..Im sending it to you...feel it

you are NOT alone

in your inner sanctuary keep hope alive..in quiet and stillness..

try not to fret..just calmly be and dream..lovely dreams..in your dreams make your world perfect..find a place where you find rest

I have my place..its from the book Narnia..

when they shut the school children that wanted tohurt them behind the walled gate..and they are at the cliffs end..and they float away on a cloud..or so I remember it..its been my place since I was little more than a baby,I used to go there to hide from the suffering I saw around me ...I go there when I am upset..

Ive made it beautiful in my mind..filled it with fruit trees..a brook..etc..animals

build your inner place..close your eyes..and go there to rest from this crazy world

Ive never told this to anyone op..:)

I'm praying for you. No, really, I am.




This is for you:

Yeah, just don't ever expect to get a gun license once you tell a Dr. that you're depressed.

At the risk of being labeled a shill, I've come to the determination that it's a far better life being ignorant of world events to be happy, than to be aware and stressed out.

If it is difficult being aware of things that make you miserable, then cut ties. Ignorance is bliss. Don't let the world's problems weigh you down. Stay in your sphere of influence because that's what you can actually affect.

that sounds beautiful but my enemies wont let me have my peace even in my own mind.. they occupy this space day and night only to keep my imprisoned in every way possible.. reading your words i have a smile on my face though.. and i wish it where as simple as that for me.. for having such a thing as peace of mind is something i havent been able to experience for my enemies fear my peace like they fear world peace.. so they fight day and night and i sit here and take it..

As clichee as this may sound, this is so damn true.

What enemies? just asking