I have recently been looking for places to post my reasons for help, so this is actually a post I have put on fundly and gofundme, please read and consider:

I am asking for help from all or some of you for myself and my family. I have never been one to do something like this at all. I never thought I would have too. We have had financial issues just as we all run ito throughout the years, but we have also always made it work or found a way to make things work out. I have had to stop working back in July due to many medical issues that have just progressed over the years. My husband is the only one carrying the burden of all of the financial responsibilities now. This in itself is not only very difficult to do with a family of 6 people, but it is not even fair at the same time. I have filed for disability, but little did I know, it is going to take a very long time to really get any answers on it. Up to a year and a half. Honest to god, I don't quite know how single people with kids can pull this off. I have already had to go to the township trustee for our electric bill to be paid before getting shut off, I have had my bank account frozen once already from debt collectors for the amount of medical bills I have incurred over the years, mind you, I called these creditors the day I stopped working to let them know I could no longer make the full payments because of lack of income now and that I filed for the disability. They were very understanding, during that call, and requested proof which I sent them immediately showing that I did in fact file. This was going to hold them off for a while, at least this was my understanding. Within the month, they froze my only account, and my daughters account, since she was underage my name was on it. This was devastating to me. My husband had just put his check in there and all of it was already called for to cover some bills. We are dipping into paychecks 1-2 weeks ahead of ourselves just to keep utilities on at this point. There are also 3 judgements that are pending on a court date Jan. 4th for another garnishment to come out of my husbands check because of my medical debt. This is just going to be another let down. Less income, more bills. They take 25% each time until it is paid for. Anyway, this is mainly why I am here. I cannot even put gas in my car, or get groceries once a week without putting off a bill and risking a shut off, let alone even start to purchase any gifts for our 4 kids yet. Everytime I think about it, I just cry anymore. It is so disappointing and very depressing knowing I am not going to be able to get them anything. We have never been this low before, and I dont know what else to do so I am here now asking (begging) for whatever financial help I can get. And to think there is only 10 days left til Christmas and I have absolutely Nothing under the tree. Only another year to go before my day in front of the Disability team, WOW, how in the world is this even going to be possible? So unfair when you know that youre good people and have always helped others out throughout your entire life anytime you could, have taken very good care of your kids, love, honor, and respected my husband for the past 16 years of our marriage, and it ends up in this sort of situation. I just need some light at the end of the tunnel. Please, Please, Please......I am desperate to make this work out for the sake of my family. I thank you every single of you from the bottom of my heart for reading my depressing post. I know and understand that there are a lot of worse situations out there than mine especially with what has just happened to all of those poor innocent children that were cut short of their lives and the parents of those children. My heart absolutely goes out the each one of those families, and I wish you all a very Merry Christmas.