Reading back through here's the weird detail I left out. That deer run area and the forest and the park. Well the forest doesn't exist on any map. I never could find it. The original area is no where near the park. They don't connect in any way. It shouldn't be possible to get from one to the other.

I considered that I might have been lost and walked in circles. It's just not possible to get from that area to the other, not without running into houses and landmarks. It's very strange, and I feel certain I was there, but it's impossible.

I've written a lot, many hundred of pages of journaling, but I just have a hard time writing about it. It's impossible to explain just how unearthly it felt.