The male and the female of the cosmos----We are all manifestations of this unity.

Very curious...your explanation of holding that kind of "voltage" makes me wonder about the actual union of two such people and what effects (or outflow of it) would occur via such union.

The ancients left behind many indicators that showed a fierce protection of such unity. But it seems that over the generations the importance of protecting a connection like it has been reduced to a religious law based "marriage" concept that barely does the reality (or potential of it) justice.

More thoughts on that I guess will come...seems this thread may gear up to explore that more.

Are you from Gen 1:27 Zakar = male and neqebah {nek-ay-baw'}
Female

or Gen 2:24 Ish = male and 'ishshah {ish-shaw'}
female?

Zakar and Neqebah = Ausar and Nekhebet = Osiris and Nepthys

Yes, and that didn't turn out so well...the bride rejects him when presented to him...after which he destroys himself, her, and their creator.

>>I'm hoping to get more into this later, but it's hard when the subject matter is so abstract to integrate into finite words of the English language and somehow succeed to make people comprehend.<<

Im hoping with ya! you really have a way of explaining that makes things click for me, when I read other publications and such I have a hard time understanding things written, not allways but more than not.

I learned early on that it is easier to learn from others success and mistakes too so the internet BBS, message & discussion boards, forums etc. are a huge resource of wisdom for me, more than anything else now.

it also allows me to view many perspectives on the same subjects so that really makes a huge difference in how I see things. being able to understand what and how others understand.

back in the day (pre-www) I was limited because of my reading comprehension level is so low. I literally have to read the same things about three times to get it. not allways but if its from scholarly types it seems they over complicate their writings trying to seem more intelligent or something. maybe thats just me but I am simple minded (by choice not disposition) like free-flow, minimal friction type of deal. you know..

OK now we are getting personal here huh? me.. "Im a loner but Im never alone, every night I get one step closer to the danger zone" that really sums it up pretty well, more so if you continue from there with that song

Im too selective myself and thats the main reason Im a loner but as Ive aged I found I dont mind being alone and to be honest as I awaken I enjoy being alone more than ever because I cant seem find locals (real people LOL) who can relate. I also get distracted easily arround others and so that complicates everything so...

Im so alone and its Great, I wish all the depressed people who feel lonely could see how good it can be.

I wish I could become celibate (this is really personal so you can skip this if you dont want to read icky stuff)

this is where it sux to be male.. and I probably have issues ontop of that but we definately have a high volatage force within. very difficult to control, alone or not and this is what I struggle with more than anything!

I cant contain it.. I want to and sort of know it is what is holding me back. I want to transmut this into the above instead of .. well you know.

I need to find the schematics, specifics on how this works (transmutation) whats actually happening but Im pretty sure there is none. if I could just see/understand what is happening in a technical way I feel that would enable me to gain a solid control over this.


thats why Im here right.. thats what this thread is about really.

for now I plan to just start meditating regularly but I still have this fire breathing dragon to deal with and its no average dragon this one.

so there I wrote it. I hope thats ok, its REAL and im being honest.

this is also why I have often wished I was a female. I know there are some pretty big drawbacks the women deal with but nothing like this (HIGH VOLTAGE/MAX AMPERAGE) its probably the cause of at least 75% if not more of all their problems... and thats just the field currents emmited indirectly so to speak.

if any of you other males out there have something (specs) let me know.

thats it, this is the largest post Ive ever made here on GLP. Im not too proud of it either but yeah.. needs some help here.. Im hoping to break on through to the other side..



thanks

For the record..

I have never tried any of this with a partner, I started researching it over the last two years of celibacy. Because I have alot of respect for the power of this dynamic, I am happy to experiment in ways other than sexual ones for the time being until it is safe.

hey aruna luna remember me?
the guy with the dream?

Check www.dhamma.org for a center closest to you

"All who attend a Vipassana course must conscientiously undertake the following five precepts for the duration of the course:

1. to abstain from killing any living creature;
2. to abstain from stealing;
3. to abstain from all sexual activity;
4. to abstain from telling lies;
5. to abstain from all intoxicants."


"There are three additional precepts which old students (that is, those who have completed a course with S.N. Goenka or one of his assistant teachers) are expected to follow during the course:

6. to abstain from eating after midday;
7. to abstain from sensual entertainment and bodily decoration;
8. to abstain from using high or luxurious beds."



You like your rules, don't you.

I happened across this by chance and the first five days were absolutely horrific.

Your telling it from that night has since been deleted but yes...I remember it well.

I believe that to get in touch with both sides of the brain ,for me a male by sexual labels,besides meditation I have found that doing a few unmanly things,such as instead of watching some sporting event listen to clasical music watch an oprea,ect. bake a cake,sew up a ripped shirt.You see women already have such outlets.Women do the same jobs and most important they get to dress like men and have the social acceptance to put on diffrent hats out in public without condemnation. So do some things female, if need be alone at home .This even releaves stress and the presures of being the manly man .change your hat once in a while

i thought that earth would be the mother no?

not trying to say you are wrong, just i'v always heard the earth being referred to as the mother because she hosts the life and the sun being the male because he gives the light needed so on...

correct me if i'm wrong, but wouldn't make more sense if males payed respect to the earth rather than the moon?

on a side note I always hear the moon get referred to as the trickster...

The whole thing sounds horrific, imo.

But, each to their own. If does something for you.

How much does it cost?