well for me one very recent dream as took me of the rails an now im nearly up to my old life ,,but not quite,,so this is the one,,
i was at a place recieved a number which because it has a six in worrys me,,coupled with the fact i was shown a door with bright light i stepped in the light but imediatley was pushed back out the light ,,,,,so to me i was kicked out of heven ,,so after 3 days praying an nothing recieved after feeling i was slammed and it was so vivid,,,also thinkin i am being poisoned dident help with our local chemists an the mamufacturer,,well i was at the end of it,,because im going to hell with god knows how long left so this train is nearly of the rails sorta imagine the cartoons and the train going round the corner an its on 1 side of its wheels ready to land on its side,,out of all my dreams fighting evil demons scratching n shit being pushed out the light was the heavyiest wieght i ever had ,,,, but is the same as real life which is cold,,people think its easy liveing with no one talking to you for about foreever except passers by nods,,well thats the world what is now.... and it stinks i dont mind being in a cupboard ,,, i got practice when i was younger i was always down the garden in the dog kennel waiting for family to come home in pure winter rains,,yep kicked from the light in nearly a life ender for sure,, i mean whats the point now ,,if i was a yank id porob try harder but being a brit know when your out u are out wether you come around and talk an sit an laugh ,,out is out,,