What you are feeling is the 3rd seal of Revelation. It is a gift to God's children and a great many will repent before the jig is up in the 4th seal. Hallelujah !!

So if you are reading this. Stop complaining, turn to Christ, and start serving Him now while you still can. You need His mark on your forehead, not Babylon's. Because Babylon is going down and you don't want to be judged with it.