You're NOT supposed to read your own cards(superstition). Clean your energy, environment and cards if you have been reading your own cards. It's good to do this on a regular basis anyway. The cards indicate the end of a power struggle soon and the reason that you're not attracting as much as you like is because you need to be more grateful for what you have. Did you know how good you are at working with crystals and stones? Your Higher Self will let you know which ones to work with... They need regular cleansing too! Trust your intuition more and remember it works like a muscle communicate and meditate with stones... You're very gifted so you should trust your instincts more.