Ok, listen very carefully to my words. This is not about giving up its not about depression. This is me stating that I now and have for some time felt a detachment, disconnect with this planet. Has nothing to do with people. I love people just fine. Im not running away from anything. I just feel in my heart where I am and am not meant to be. End of story. Its not complicated. You can disagree however these are my thoughts. They are.neither wrong or right they just are. Ive been happy as a whole lately bit that doesnt change the fact that I.know im not meant to be here.