Hi I am a lightworker needing advice where to start

Well, i would love to know what you have to say about me. I would appreciate some knowledge about the possibilities that are in my path. Can you do me a reading for me?

I have psychic skills. I am a Reiki Master and I can feel, sense mostly but have seen into other dimensions/clairvoyance and heard spirits talk to me/clairaudience. I even get NAMES when cases are being investigated on tv, for example, on CNN and I found out that the person that was guilty(they didn't give his name at first) matches the name I got. I keep getting messages from the universe saying 'teach' 'sell it' and many other things, messages, pushing me to help people and be a 'lightworker' I live in an area where there are a lot of Catholic portuguese ~spelling??? I think the demographics are all wrong for Reiki services because there are MANY Catholics in Fall River, MA. I DON'T have a CAR, so I have ANY IDEA on how I'm supposed to make money without having money to help me start. I had a feeling something was very wrong with my relationship and I was right. I saw my exbf had a profile on match.com, from looking on the internet, through his phone and he was looking for someone with a LARGER income than me! I have PTSD, aspergers/autism, and an anxiety disorder and a dissociative personality disorder, so I'm on dissability(spelling?) so my income/bennefits (spelling???)is less 12,000 a year, so I don't know why God is pressuring me to be a lightworker, when I feel like a zombie and don't know which steps to take to do what's expected and I have anger issues(feelings of being let down by my exbf) The thing is I don't know how to sell my skills and negativity blocks the channel. I'm totally lost. I should of met someone that was understanding and built me up but the universe sent me a materialistic pig. I'm not materialistic at all. I hope I get answers for some of these questions. I'm starting to lose faith and feel like too much is being expected out of me. I can barely take care of myself. I'm depressed and space out a lot and check things because I don't trust myself because of how much I space out. Anybody have any messages for me, I'm all ears. :) I'm getting sleepy now. I'll be back.

I think you need to get your mind in order before you can help anyone else.

you are deluding yourself into all kinds of things which you are probably not.


and this.


it's not about fancy words and candles and crystals and whatever.

if you're actually able to help others, you'll have all the guidance you need within yourself. you won't have questions.

i wish you well.

deluding myself probably *shrugs shoulders*
WTF did I attract someone SO WRONG for me??? If I never met him I would have been happier. He's done nothing but tear me down. (what a joke)

maybe start by getting over your previous boyfriend.

then reread what i wrote.

i wish you progress.

deluding myself probably *shrugs shoulders*
WTF did I attract someone SO WRONG for me??? If I never met him I would have been happier. He's done nothing but tear me down. (what a joke)

Stop dwelling on the negative. The fact is we attract all things that come into our life. You need to discover within why it is that you attracted these situations. All the answers are there. It's clear you have a lot to offer, but you need to work on yourself first.



Take care and much love to you!

Thanks. Much love to you too. It terrifies me because I DO NOT KNOW WHY I attracted this loser in my life. I don't want to attract someone or something like this ever again. Someone will probably be good for me and I'll turn them away because I don't want any more mental/emotional abuse. I really wish aliens abduct me and I just vanish without a trace. Seriously.

I have psychic skills. I am a Reiki Master and I can feel, sense mostly but have seen into other dimensions/clairvoyance and heard spirits talk to me/clairaudience. I even get NAMES when cases are being investigated on tv, for example, on CNN and I found out that the person that was guilty(they didn't give his name at first) matches the name I got. I keep getting messages from the universe saying 'teach' 'sell it' and many other things, messages, pushing me to help people and be a 'lightworker' I live in an area where there are a lot of Catholic portuguese ~spelling??? I think the demographics are all wrong for Reiki services because there are MANY Catholics in Fall River, MA. I DON'T have a CAR, so I have ANY IDEA on how I'm supposed to make money without having money to help me start. I had a feeling something was very wrong with my relationship and I was right. I saw my exbf had a profile on match.com, from looking on the internet, through his phone and he was looking for someone with a LARGER income than me! I have PTSD, aspergers/autism, and an anxiety disorder and a dissociative personality disorder, so I'm on dissability(spelling?) so my income/bennefits (spelling???)is less 12,000 a year, so I don't know why God is pressuring me to be a lightworker, when I feel like a zombie and don't know which steps to take to do what's expected and I have anger issues(feelings of being let down by my exbf) The thing is I don't know how to sell my skills and negativity blocks the channel. I'm totally lost. I should of met someone that was understanding and built me up but the universe sent me a materialistic pig. I'm not materialistic at all. I hope I get answers for some of these questions. I'm starting to lose faith and feel like too much is being expected out of me. I can barely take care of myself. I'm depressed and space out a lot and check things because I don't trust myself because of how much I space out. Anybody have any messages for me, I'm all ears. :) I'm getting sleepy now. I'll be back.

Thanks. Much love to you too. It terrifies me because I DO NOT KNOW WHY I attracted this loser in my life. I don't want to attract someone or something like this ever again. Someone will probably be good for me and I'll turn them away because I don't want any more mental/emotional abuse. I really wish aliens abduct me and I just vanish without a trace. Seriously.

The fact You talk a lot about 'I am this or that', the fact You think You can BUY mastership or even use 'master' as title, the fact You call other people 'looser', does show You are not at all a lightworker, but an egotripper at the 3th chakra level.

Sorry to pop the balloon.