Quoting: Once4All Quoting: Kaylee Quoting: Lisa*Lisa
I do want to say, if what you believe in makes you a better human being, and gives you inner peace, I support that. I mean to disrespect. I am here because I am looking for some kind of peace. I am a recovering drug addict and alcoholic with a very messed up family. Quoting: Kaylee
Jesus can heal your heart Kaylee. Ask the Lord to reveal Himself to you, ask Him now in Jesus Name.
I laid here for a few minutes and did that. Meditating on that request inside and verbally.
I have a good friend who would just got to his room and say, "Jesus..... Jesus..... Jesus......and that is how he everntually found Him!!!
For me, I was standing on a balconey overlooking the ocean in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. It was late at night. There was the all kinds of noises like sirens, bars, people partying, etc. below me.
Then, further away, there was the ocean. It was so still....so calm and beautiful with the reflection of the moon on it. Gazing on it, I was filled with awe...then I turned my eyes downward to see all the loudness and what seemed chaos below.
Then, I heard in my spirit, 'see what a mess man can make with his life.....and see what peace I can give you like the still ocean, if you come to ME.' That was the FIRST NIGHT I ever prayed. I asked JESUS to show me HIMSELF.
I didn't get any bolts of lightening....or really anything at the time. I just had a new sense of 'peace' and that everything was going to be alright.
After that, things started changing in my life. It was the small things...but my heart just felt different.
My journey with the LORD had begun.....