Your red pill is developing your inherent psychic abilities - all of us here have them, but they have to be developed before you can use them. This can be done through meditation and the raising of your vibrational energies - a process which can be uncomfortable, but highly satisfying once you have mastered your talents.

As with most things - you have to Believe, then Realize, then Know that YOU CAN do this! Only then will you be able to.