Listen your inner voice, do everything it sez.
Many things come from dreams. Lucid dreams. Meditation.I just feel what is right. Many ppl think its evil to seek enlightenment, unlock our closed DNA (unlock by ourselves not by science genetic manipulation). We must understand our genetics was modified, we must jump out from looping circle if we want moveon. We must develop step by step not to jump to hardcore teachings. If you dont have protection you can be attacked by evil spirits. Merkabah is our protection how i understand. So we can moveon if we mastered first step.