Let me ask someone what their opinion is since this forum is completely anonymous and noone knows who I am.

Only a very few people that know me know any of what I am about to share with any of you if you read this.

For the last 4 or 5 years I have been dealing with an issue. An issue I do not fully understand completely yet.
Its weird how God can tell you some things very clearly but other pieces He will leave out for a while and you have to wait on him to reveal more to fully understand it. I wonder sometimes if He will ever give me the rest, or even just more.

About this time in my life everything was totally normal. I worked and lived my life loving Jesus, but not necessarily 1,000 % devoted as I should have been. I didnt do anything bad but just wasnt giving Jesus everything the way I always wanted to. Guess I gave up on the fact that God would ever use me to do anything really great but I knew i really really wanted to do anything He would have me do.
At one point everything started to change in my life.

I began to have many interesting experiences. A very strong but gentle comforting voice would wake me gently in the night with a beautiful whisper and i knew exactly who it was. It was Jahovah. I was told "I hear their wailing" "go to the wall" "Go to the wall"
I had a vision and Jesus told me I AM the only way!!"This was expressed very very strongly
I was told "you shall go in possess the land and have the inheritance I have given you."
I was told "The day of the great gathering has arrived!"
I was told "Witnesses!! Witnesses!!Witnesses" I was told "Two sets of two"
I was told "Two fountains" Two fountains"
I was told "PLumbline'plumbline"
I was told "A great and mighty work will be done"
I was told "measurements"
I was told "Dynasty of David"
I was told "The trumpet has sounded"
And "herald' herald"
I was told "Comissioned"
I was told "Consecrated"
'Annointed, chosen," All of those things.


Many more things were given to me, but it wasnt until i typed in wailing and i saw the wailing wall . I had never heard of anything like this before. i cried and knew this was the wall that Jehovah was telling me to go to.I only know I have always wanted to go to jerusalem. When i saw this wall of wailing i knew I had to go there because God told me to tell them that Jesus is the only way, which i myself know of course. But it dawned on me that the jewish people do not know this. They are waiting for another messiah. But He allready came, so God told me to tell them that Jesus really is the messiah. I knew it was Jesus when it started, i just dont understand exactly what I am supppodsed to do completely yet., but i do know God has tol me to go to the wailing wall and tell His people "He hears their wailing" I do not fully understand what this all means.

I was amazed when i read about the two witnesses.I stumbled onto the scripture by chance after all of these things were given to me. I was completely stunned, because I had recieved the word witnesses so many times and di not understand why I was being told all of these strange things. None of them made much sense to me. I was just told to go. That He would be with me and would put his words in my mouth. And that He would help me and strengthen me and defend me. interesting right!!!

Other things began to happen as well. I began to see that some thingsor well many things that were revealed to me in these dreams or words and phrases would take place later on. It has since gotten very very strong and is a normal part of my everyday life now.My Jesus and my husband are my stringholds getting me through this whole thing.
I have learned to understand it now and am not starteled or afraid anymore. I have prayed and prayed and asked Jesus to help me to know anything thatis or isnt from Him. I am completely saturated in devotion to God and prayer..I am devoted christian, i teach sunday school and have 2 children and a husband. I cant help but ask God why he has given me these revelations when I cant even go anywhere right now you know. Wierd right?? All i know is it has been torture not being able to go. And will be until He lets me stand before the wailing wall and do whatever it is He wants me to do. I love Jesus with all of my heart, and I will do anyhting He asks me to do. Does anyone have any advice or can anyone tell me what they think is happening to me please. I know Gosd has told me he has given me. My sister and I have since learned that we get all of the same revelations but we get deiiferent peices of the same one. She will get in in hebrew while i get it in english or vice versa. We often get these revelations and words of knowledege as i have come to call them. We both get them and they are very strong. WE get tham at preciselyy the same moment sometimes. My sister has had many of the same experiences. we two get through it together. WE have only each otther through this thing. WE have learned we only have each other. NOone else understands it. It is too intense. If anyone can give me their advice opinion or whatever please let me know what you truly truly bthink about this. Thanks, A sincerely loving but unsure friend in ?Jesus.