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Message Subject Late Night Depression (Poem)
Poster Handle Anonymous Coward
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Dear, stop. Its lonely for me too. I have a kid who wishes me dead as i type, a grumpy husband, pains in my legs and i want to see tomorrow- I want to see the Sun rise, i want to see my little grandchildren, tomorrow will be better.

It will be better for you too. We all have our ups and downs but we always have the next "up" to look forward to.

Funny, how humans behave. I actually always feel more comfort at night, and you seem to be the opposite.

Write me back and tell me whats the matter if you want. I will listen to you.

Betcha i can make ya laugh.5a
 Quoting: natasha77


Just personal problems/regrets catching up to me and I'm beating myself up over it. Especially because I just recently found out how to "heal" my self and my problems (end of 2011) and it seems like instead of taking the right steps in the right direction I have done the complete opposite and made worse decisions than I was making before. Like you said funny how humans behave, find solutions to my problems and what do I do? Turn and run.

Been more depressed in the last few months then I have in my entire life. I've dropped most of my classes this quarter, don't go out on the weekends as much, just no motivation, and my problems stay bottled inside me as I don't try to bring my pain upon other people. I'm away at school and when my mom calls me and ask how I'm doing I lie and tell her everything's going well and just laugh and joke with her on the phone. Because I know if she knew the truth she would not be able to sleep at night and it would be selfish of me to bring that upon her.

So that brings me to where I am at now ...in the hole I've dug myself. Unfortunately it seems like I dig faster then I climb. If you would of asked me 6 months ago I would of told you I was at rock bottom. If you ask me now I would do almost anything to be where I was 6 months ago.
 
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