This is what the are doing to us.

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You DISCERNED that though, huh?

Good training, no?

i experienced something similair, but they called it a BI-POlAR manic episode. They prescribed me resperdal, or however you spell it, and i had to spend 3 days in a hospital ward. Very interesting experience.

I always felt i was attacked somehow, but couldnt understand it, it was like my mind was being infiltrated.

So i find your thread very revealing and it confirms my suspicions.

<3

the hardest part is tuning out the interferences, bypassing the plug in to the mind fuck.

it's easier now cause she's talking back to us, the earth gives off consciousness that is true and heals the separation.

i can only really feel this when i'm high, no wonder it's still illegal. ;>
meditation alone doesn't get me the same communications from the other side.

but like i said, there's a lot of shit purposefully put there to stop the process.

plz dear god someone tell me they experience this stuff toO~? plz?

Yes.

mwah.

They rope us in, some kind of feeling triggered from a word, an idea, music, etc... it begins to open our mind up, aka pineal gland, we are starting to get more sensitive, we BELIEVE some awesome positive vibe is about to enter within us that will expand our mind and bring us even more unity. Our energy is about to rise --- WHEN, total mind fuck happens. Now that we are MORE OPEN, then NEGATIVE ENERGY comes rushing in, DELIBERATELY, by both what we are watching/hearing, triggering a fear or past experience that horrified us, PLUS, other ascended beings on higher astral planes also attack us. But don't worry, there are other ascended beings higher than them, so NO WORRIES =]

But yes, today i was watching a show on DMT - SPIRIT MOLECULE. And i am thinking FUCK YEAH, love this shit, so cool. So i get BAKED, and begin to watch. I get roped in, loving what they are saying. All PHD people giving opinions, very valid, and sad part is NONE of these people being interviewed know what is really going on. Then half way through the show, things start flashing in between shots, various colors, triply kind of images, but most importantly THE FLASH. This then makes us more vulnerable, especially b/c the material before hand opened OUR MIND. But now, the things they talk about, Mental Hospitals, Phsyciatric Ward, horrific events, THOSE NEGATIVELY INVADE OUR MIND, and then I started to lose focus, i felt the negative energy come into my being. It was a DELIBERATE attack.

This shit is really FUCKED UP. I am sick of it. Thank God for the healing nature of the universe, the balance really is coming back. But seriously, this is so ridiculous.

This of course, is just my belief.

i experienced something similair, but they called it a BI-POlAR manic episode. They prescribed me resperdal, or however you spell it, and i had to spend 3 days in a hospital ward. Very interesting experience.

I always felt i was attacked somehow, but couldnt understand it, it was like my mind was being infiltrated.

So i find your thread very revealing and it confirms my suspicions.

<3

thats just western medecine for you.

Look at it like this : You have a very gifted mind, and are now being made aware of it, and before your ego couldn't handle it so you had to "go crazy" to purge all the bs and get back to reality.

Welcome

=]

sometimes i wonder why it feels like something really bad is going to happen.. and I dont think its just my mind because if I didnt live in this post modern era Id probably be a lot better...