Because of my impotence (induced by a medication that I was not to take which fried my nerves) I find social relationships with females impossible and embarrassing.

I don't know how to keep going. When will the pain abate. I also suffer from schizophrenia and have difficulty forming social relationships as it is anyways. So lonely. Is there a greater pain? Of course life could be worse but what do I do?

Living alone on disability,

tony