Because of my impotence (induced by a medication that I was not to take which fried my nerves) I find social relationships with females impossible and embarrassing.
I don't know how to keep going. When will the pain abate. I also suffer from schizophrenia and have difficulty forming social relationships as it is anyways. So lonely. Is there a greater pain? Of course life could be worse but what do I do?
Living alone on disability,
tony
Quoting: tony 3588247 You're basing your depression on not having a FEMALE? So, does a female DEFINE whom you are?
Are you EVEN aware of the FREEDOM you have? I'm 39...celibate. Meaning...celibate BY CHOICE. Best move I ever made.
1. No nagging
2. no fights
3. no cheating
4. no wondering if they're cheating
5. no arguments
6. no adversary
7. no children (drain on emotions and finances)
8. no issues of them controlling where you go or what you do.
MOST of everyone I know who have girlfriends or wives ARE MISERABLE. They'd do ANYTHING to get their freedom back. And here you are depressed because there isn't an anchor keeping you down.
You've defined too much of who you are by the American IDEAL of romanticism and Disney movies.
Be YOU without having to have a woman to DEFINE YOU.
