I am 36, completely impotent since 2006, and do not know how much longer i can take the PAIN OF LONELINESS

Op, to all who recommend you seek God, do not. Religion fails on many true spiritual aspects, it will only give you a false fleeting hope. The healing will not come from a magical hand coming down from the sky. The healing you need is spiritual, you must look within yourself and within nature. You and only you are in control of your life. Work on your mind and your body will follow.

From a guy who has experienced these things in plentitude...I'd have to say that YOU'RE WAY OFF ON YOUR ASSESSMENT. And...people are TOO attached to the "physical thing." That's the very reason why your world is so materialistic.

The good only stays that way for a short period. It always starts off with a bang in the first couple of months...then it becomes a HUGE, TIRED, routine with one wanting to hang from the looped end of a rope.

You're totally welcome to that rope...but, don't pity the OP. You're the ONLY one to be pitied here.

I wouldn't recommend psychedelics of that variety to somebody who is dealing with such an intense feeling of loneliness and impotence. I would recommend DMT or Salvia, because it doesn't last long enough to have a bad trip and the takeaway message is similar. You can get a lifetime's worth of lessons in 5 minutes from either of those substances. However, I would definitely recommend other drugs to take your attention for a while and refocus it somewhere other than women and sex. You will never be enlightened or truly happy while your conscious is preoccupied with women and sex. Smoking some very nice weed, doing heroin, rolling on MDMA or blowing some lines of coke is a much more enjoyable experience than chasing women who might fuck you but then turn into raving banshees or get pregnant. No sex is worth getting tied to some lunatic woman, and 90% of them are bona fide psychotics who will make your life hell. Dealing with women is like dealing with children. . .Always focused on something trivial and temporary, blowing it out of proportion. Or getting pregnant and you having to drop everything to raise a kid for the next 20 years. Sex is the biggest trap and block to spiritual progress that exists. You will meet that one in ten woman who is not a soul crushing psycopath when it is time, and that is the only one you should be having sex with. Drugs are put here for a reason, and that is to soothe men's souls when they realize women are not the perfect lifemate all of the time and sex is a block to spiritual fulfillment. Doing drugs is not only fun and feels good, they are teachers if you listen to your experiences with them and can teach you more about yourself than being with most women ever will.

Get off the meds stop with the self pity go to the pound and rescue an unwanted dog. If you're lonely you get a dog. Don't look to people to cure the loneliness. They are too screwed up themselves.

I'm late to the party OP. I didn't read the entire thread but will add my non deductible 2 cents.

There are many people that join dating websites for people that don't want sex. They only want companionship. Essentially, asexual people.

Some for the same reasons as you bravely admitted. Some for the sincere disgust of sex.

So your not alone. Start googling and good luck.

BTW...I'm a bit older and I can definitely understand how med's can kick it to the curb. I'm fortunate though to have someone that is pretty much asexual anyways. Neither of us really cared about it and we have a great relationship. Never an argument, get along great......hey, maybe that's the secret! :-)

i'll be your friend, tony

would suggesting you become a 'bottom' be too rude and presumptive of me?

hi
CLENSE YOUR BODY FROM THE TOXINS
START EXERCISING
EAT SEX FOODS AND JUST USE NATURAL SEX PILLS
IT WILL COME BACK TO YOU
AND MOST OF ALL DO NOT GIVE UP
GOOD LUCK

alot of women dont care that much for sex

Enough lamenting...
If you want to start dancing, spend a little cash and get a penile implant. There's many types and you decide when it's time to pump er up or down. There's a solution for every problem, see a doctor and pick a model. Problem solved, easy...peasy. ENJOY !

Tony can't get it Bony.......